ii love youu and i need youu

2006-12-01T21:26:00.000-08:00

friday

woke up early in the morning to meet crystal they all .
anzie woke up late .
so crystal and ii waited for them to arrive .
not long after , they jiu arrive lers .
we then take bus to amkcc .
play 5on5 full court .
was very slack la .
cause very h0t than dont feel like playing .
so we go buy drink than back to the match .
play 2-2than 3-3.
atfer that , sheryl we all went to queensway to get our team bag (: (;
its veru huge la . but we think very nice.
hoho !
and all of us ate curry chicken rice .
atfer that , ii got to leave lers .
cause have to meet angie they all .
and ii was late =x
btu they still wait for me x)
we bus d0wn to town .
then slack around .
saw al0t of pe0ple .
like mjr de , than later that mr . chen gay , than saw dora .
and blah .
and that chen gay wore shorts la .
so er xin =x
shop shop around jiu go home lers .
reached home around 1o . 50?
ahhas .
talk on the foen till 1++ than sleep alr (:

2006-11-25T04:29:00.000-08:00

woke up at 12++
went to bath then ate lunch .
was supposed to go queensway , but ended i went to meet crys earlier .
pei crys go mac eat .
then chulin call her , then ask then to go amk macs .
but they duno wherre isit .
so we went to bring them lors .
after that , we then take 135 to tg .
then prepare everything .
dry the wet part of the court .
then the players all reach lers .
and the 2/4 that time .
jiu xiao yu lers .
then we keep everything lors .
then very sian , crys and ii jiu go home lers (:

2006-11-25T04:16:00.000-08:00

24.11.o6

tuesday

had match with MJR at 1o8 there .
arghh .
so sad , only can see them play then i can0t play ):
after the match and all
cab down to SBC .
cause teck ghee had match with jurong west .
hoho .
and teck ghee won XD
we then stay back to watch the boys' match .
hougang #o9 damn pro la .
not bad not bad .
you qian tu .
ahahs .
after that , we take bus to tg cc to prepare the chairs therre and blahs .
as therre was matches there .
but yating and i at therre slack =x
the match start lers .
then we all sit on the chair chatting and blahs .
all the crappy things .
ahahs .
so fun.
tg won .
nice game (:
after the game , wo pei duno who go toilet .
ahahs .
and crystal told me smth .
then i very paisehs .
ahah .
then anzie they all behind me , make me so shy .
*blush*
ahahs .
then after that ............
we went to eat lors .
and they keep asking us to hurry up .
then they go 1st .
we follow behind them .
not long after , they went missing .
then we thought they run back to tg therre lers .
who knows they go hide .
then xia dao crys jolene and ii .
then they started laughing and blahs .
reach tg , pack the things then jiu go home lers.
crys and ii on the way home very siao .
keep crossing the road .
then we sit therre and wait for 853 to pass then we leave .
after that jiu home sweet home lers (:

2006-11-22T20:54:00.000-08:00

ton at sheryl's house on monday .
many things happen uh .
aahahs /
and we spend our day therre on tv .
watch mvp qing ren & goong .
kept watching the match that part .
and we just love tricks that gao xing do .
so damn nice lahs .
and gao xing and duan chen feng the pei he very good and nice .
hoho .
kept rewinding tat part just to master the trick .
but obviously , we cant do it .
ahahs .
then we went out to have dinncer on the 1st night .
and there's a cockroach on my leg la .
then i almost jump off my seat .
but lucky i didnt .
if not i paisehs da0 siao .
hahas .
but chulin scream and sheryl very the fan ying ci dun .
aahs .
after eating , we went back to her house and continue our show .
watch half way , i went to REST . but in the end .. i fall asleep =x

the next day which is tuesday
woke up early in the morning cause sheryl have to go for training .
but i didnt g0 , cause ankle havent recover ):
so gladys crystal anzie and i slack at braddell macs therre for the whole morning .
waiting for sheryl they all .
before that , anzie and i was playing sugar and coffee mate fight .
we throw at each other .
and she just take the sugar and pour it on my head ):
and she go put salt in my tea .
arghhh .
then go toilet and watch my hair that time , this lady go ask if wo shi nan hai shi nu -.-
then make wo so paisehs .
ahahs .
then after that we sleep there until sheryl they all come .
after meeting them , we then headed down to sbc to watch match .
aahs .
teck ghee against auto focus .
teck ghee won .
woahh~
thats good .
aahahas .
then after that was going to SAS .
and all the prob starts here .
hais . dont feel like posting much .
so i shall just end here (:

2006-11-16T06:26:00.000-08:00

woke up early in the morning
cause someone msg me .
ahahs .
so i woke up and cant return to sleep .
mom came to visit me (;
ahhas .
later , i went back to school then meet yating and crys .
was having some confession in the coffee shop yeahs ?
was quite fun .
at least , we know each other better i guess ?
ahahs
AIS people come ,
and we had training at 1o8 .
was quite bored there .
aahhs .
rot therre though ,
then awhen yt they all was climbing stairs ,
gladys and vanassa + me was playing match with little kids .
aahhs
then we had enough of it , we were heading home .
and unhappy things happen ):
while we were on the bus ,
crys , yt and ii was damn crappy can ?
l0ls !
cant even get today right .
dont even know what's todday's date and day /.
>.<
and was having great fun in the bus .
and this is how the day ends (:

wth ,

everything is like me fault .

sometimes , y0ure at fault too .

not only me , we do make mistakes .

yet im always the one who's always like the one at fault .

you hit me annkle and i kept quiet alr .

but you keep doingg there eh ,

have you ever thought how pain isit ?

im sorry that im too harsh on you .

maybe wo yi shi tai chong dong bahs ]':

and i know you've done alot for me .

thanks for that .

but sometimes , its giving me pressure too .

im the one who make you cry the most,

im the one who make you suffer .

yet you stil continue being with me .

xiexie ni .

dang shi wo cheng dang bu qi zhe zhong ai .

yin wei wo mei you ben shi rang ni kai xin .

now that you're angry with me ,

what more can i say ?

wanted to show you my concern when you fall today ,

but those action ,

those words just cant say and show out .

perhaps , no one will understand why isit so ,

might as well i just keep it inside bahs .

oh, whatever ]':

2006-11-15T03:07:00.000-08:00

you're the one i really love ,
you're the one i really want .
you're just all that i need .
yet you never know .
you never know that i've been waiting for you .
you never know my love for you .
you never know how much i really want you by my side .
your every action ,
every word ,
could actually pulled me real down .
i thought everything was meant to be .
but you changed it all .
i thought we were meant to be together ,
but you destroy it .
i thought i'll be in your dreams ,
but i'll never be .
now that you're gone ,
i never thought of accepting the fact .
i pretend that i didnt realised your presence wasnt here ,
i pretend everything was as usual .
but why we are not more than just a friend ?
aint we suppose to be more than what we are now ?
sighh ]':

2006-11-14T22:12:00.000-08:00

14 . 11 .o6 <3s

tuesdday

woke up early in the morning just to go back to mcs ,-
thanks shermaine 'fetching' me there (:
hoho .
therre was super boring .
so we left therre quite early .
and i fall twice lahs .
and none of them help me ):
evill ass .
except for melissa ^.^
only she wait for me .
ahahs .
and that stupid daphne keep laughing and disturb me .
stupid dododird .
on bus 54 , wo kan dao wenjet .
ahas .
reached j8 , went to find present .
and i feel so bo xim =x
cause i ought to get that present long long ago :x
walk around , delay the time , and i know what i should get (;
and they waited for me for 1 and the half hour .
and yeahs , ta ku le qi lai x(
feeling guilty ars .
hais .
but afetr that jiu okays lers .
ahahs .
and yating came , we all had lunch together .
and we slack around .
adn we realised that AIS people are very disiao .
ahahs .
time for us to head-ed ftpps .
ahahs .
only can see them play ball then i canot play veru xin ku sials .
aahsh .
nevermind .
hohoho .
after that , we slack at they're school for awhile then leave lers .
went tpy to eat dinner .
and crys , yating and i ate laksa .
crys and i keep giving food to her .
then cause some misunderstanding .
sorry yatingg !!!
we then bus-ed down to teck ghee .
was sleeping while making our way there .
ahahs .
and we somehow not welcome cause we were late for training .
so we use the lame-ing excuse .
which is ..
we are in need of the toilet -.=
then after that , we went to the void deck to slack .
and i take up their time on something uh ?
ahahs .
but in the end , i/we manage to exchange that something .
ahahs .
on the way home , we had a heart to heart talk or smth lahs .
ahash .
and we had a great time .
then one stupid bangala scare us can ?!?!?!
then crys and i was super shocked !!
and we were stunned .
LOL
and thanks yating xD
for sending me home .
cause people baika mahs .
ahahs .
and this is how the day ends (:

what a wonderful thing you gave me (:

2006-11-09T19:47:00.000-08:00

o9. 11 . o6

THURSDAY XD

ton at sheryl's house with crystal , anzie and gladys .
watched some movies .
then went up to sheryl's room to continue our show .
who knows , the tv blackout again .
so no choice , we got to sleep .
suppose to wake up at 4++ as we have to meet wendy they all in braddell mac at 6
but we woke up at 6 =x
and i know i'm the last one to wake up :x
hooho .
sheryl's mom then fetched sheryl's sis to school then send us to braddell mac (:
we had breadfast therre then head-ed to school xD
gladys and anzie cant go in caus ethey have no shoes .
& crystal saved the day (:
she went to find 2 school shoes for them .
ahahs .
the bus came and we were on the way to bedok north .
we had friendly match with them .
the 2/4 , i sprained my ankle .
it hurts so much till i cried can .
arghh .
l0ls .
and swell up like pig leg =.-
bo bian then have to see chinese sinseh .
but he asked me to go to the hospital to have x-ray .
so i went .
and that stupid lady damn rough lahs .
hit my ankle stil say she didnt do anything .
bitch!
arghhhhh ~
reached the hospital , had x-ray and there's no facture .
then cab back to school .
sat therre and stonned .
and somehow , my tears just keep flowingg ):
maybe its not for the pain but .....
cab to sheryl's house .
and thanks sheryl they all for ordering things for me x)
and zs for throwing things for me .
hoho .
crystal for taking things for me .
last but not least jolene for sending me home .
hahahs .

idontdeniedistillovesyou .

2006-11-06T06:01:00.000-08:00

had match with mayflower today .
and had a rough game somehow i think .
ahahs .
after that , we had to go for mjr's match .
we ate our lunch at j8 then after that we trained down to their school there .
ahahs
was not feeling very well .
having headache and stomaache .
idiot lahs .
then go to the toilet twice yet nothing =x
and quite pek cik with someone lahs .
keep solo-ing .
then very pek cik until i dont even wanna run back and help her lahs .
bloody byoutch !
arghh .
then pebble huishan and i play 5point 3pointer .
ahahs .
and yesh mans !
i won .
hohoho xD
after that , we jiu went home lers .
and i took so long to reach home .
and i'm really very tired lahs .
yawn*

2006-11-06T05:41:00.000-08:00

o4 . 11 . o6

SATURDAY XD

went to have match with the ang mo school .
lols .
and they are damn bloody tall lahs .
ahhas .
and they're somehow rude too =x
then no . o4 and 14 man hao kan lahs .
hohoho xD
cause the whole group of us was looking for the best good looking ones .
ahahs .
it was a indoor court .
and there's air con lahs .
so cool can . but the match starts ,
we run for a while then our throat very dry alr .
ahahs
and it was quite scary somehow .
ahahs .
after our match , we went to see the 'seniors' match .
and that no . 15 never shave .
then dman disgusting lahs
gross !
we tehn have a group discussiion ,
after that , we was very noisy there can .
ahahs .
& lucky that day wear extra pants ,
if not i comfirm zhao geng one .
lols.
went for dinner then go sheryl's house ton .
and crystal saw everything clearly .
gosh .
its so the paisehs can .
ahhas .
after that night ,
i was sunday .
and why sunday are always hot ?
because ...its SUNday .
ahhas .
and i know its lame -.=
hohoho .
arnd 4-5++ , we went to eat .
after eating , we slack around then went back to sheryl's house again .
and keep watching the same show again .
its boring lors .
ahhas .
around 8++ ,we left sheryl's house .
ahahs .
and reach home around 9++ goingg 1o .

~~ifistilftillikesfikesyoufou .~~

~~imfmcantfantforforgetfetyoufou.~~

~~youfoukeepfeepafppearfpearingfnginfnmyfymindfind .~~

2006-10-31T08:08:00.000-08:00

had training today .
was late for breadfast for 2 days .
and i got t owe them hashbrowns .
idiot .
ahahs .
hmmms .
today training dman crazy lahs .
keep running and running .
8 rounds of school track which is 500m long per round .
we got to chiong 250 m .
chiong with zs , was so lazy lahs .
so i chiong halfway stop .
and i think i keep chiong-ing when i run with zl .
ahahas .
and zl is cute lahs .
she last round that time chiong until stomache ache .
aahhs .
then after that we having break .
was raining uh .
so we slack at canteen .
while slacking , tan told us about some of the players and blahs .
we got some bonding too .
it was quute fun .
but i just sleep therre .
aahhas .
cause i'm way to tired to hang on alr .
after 1hour++ -2hours++ of bonding ,
we went to have some position lay-up .
then we then headed to1o8 .
had match therre .
after that , training over xD
gladys anzie they all come down .
and sheryl and i was damn crazy .
keep going onto each toher's back .
aahhs .
and she give me a kick on my eye -.=
lucky i didnt turn into a panda =x
but was tired after being high , i went to sleep again =x
when jolene they all going to leave , i wake up and had 2 set of 3on3 match .
then after that go home lers .

~~i dont know whether to be happy or not ,~~

~~after a period of time ,~~

~~ithought i'm over you ,~~

~~but to think of it ,~~

~~im not over you .~~

~~a lifetime is not enough of rme to love you true ,~~

~~it takes more than words to say and prove how much i love you .~~

~~you never realised that im always here for you .~~

~~to share your burden .~~

~~i dont mind im i could only be the one to lend you my shoulder .~~

~~as long as you could feel my heartbeat beating for you in this very moment of us being close for once .~~

~~justforthismoment,~~

~~i'mwillingtogiveupalmostmyeverything.~~

2006-10-27T10:05:00.000-07:00

my blog ish rotting .
wahahas .
and finally , ytd was the last day of schoool .
was so sad in certain ways though .
faiz retain ):
i gonna miss this little small boy ):
anw , crystal sheryl chermaine and i went to AIS to watch match .
after that , we went to NP to have lunch .
was rather tired .
so i slept therre until they finish their food
went to cpcc to ball-ed around till 8++
after that , crystal and i was super bored and cant stand certain things ,
we went to run one round of the whole place and challenge each other xD
we then went to the nearest blk to climb stairs .
wanted to climb twice ,
but someone dont allow =x
ahahs .
leave cpcc and headed to 111

what a sad day .
quarrelled with ta cause of certain things .
walaau , then sounds like im at fault .
wth -.-
then ta hen angry jiu like that walk off .
i get damn fucking pissed off can .
arsh .

2006-10-21T22:30:00.000-07:00

21 . 1o .o6

i over slept again :x
so i didnt go school .
ahahs .
but i think its alrights lahs .
went to meet crystal and apala at inter staircase .
and of course . GROUPIE !
so long neevr go out with her lers .
ahash .
groupie is stil as crappy as before -.-
hahahs .
but didnt really had a full day outing with them .
cause we went to meet anzie they all .
we met in the train in the 1st cabin .
train-ed down to vivo .
but the guys said go ps .
bo bian we got to cab there .
but the good thing is that they pay for our cab fare ^.^
watched death note .
was a nice movie .
but somehow lame i guess ? -.-
some part was boring .
so anzie chulin and i was playing pop corn .
we throw pop corn at eaach other .
but i'm so suay can ?
i sit in the center .
so the both of them can attract wo ):
bloody hell -.=
then chulin and anzie put the pop corn inside my shirt .
walauu .
so sticky can .
kansai ehs .
lols .
then after that we play with the paper .
i keep tearing the paper .
and keep throwing at them .
but 2 against 1 .
of course i'll lose rights .
arghh .
but after that .
i'm toooo obsessed with the show alr .
ahahas .
after that we went too eat .
was too ma fan to say about that lahs .
go alot of unhappy things happen .
ahahahss .
but afetr that okay liao .
then i got so sian until i went home .

2006-10-18T10:20:00.000-07:00

yawn *
zuo tian at night wo talk to ta until 2-3++
then ta go orh orh .
then i man man jiu fall asleep lers .
ahahs .
walk up in the morning around 6.o5
but i sit on the toilet bowl for 3omins .
was super tired lahs .
then i went to see the time and went back to sleep .
so i never go school today =x
frm 6.35 onwards , i sleep until 1.34
wake up brush teeth then go have my "breadfast"
after that , i went to meet basketballers .
and we talked to yating and blah blah .
after that , went to j8 .
had a great chat with crystal (:
slack slack around then zl zs went home .
followed by sheryl .
crystal and yating pei wo .
we slack until dont wish to leave that place .
but in the end , we have to go .
on the way home ta msg wo .
then we chat .
around8.56pm , ta shuo ta yao hui jia liaos.
so i jiu stop msg ta cause ta use vanessa de dian hua msg wo .
cause ta no fone .
but until now ta havent msg wo .
hais .
but nevermind .
i'll still wait until ta msg wo .
wait wait and continue waiting ...

imissyou.

imissyoubadly>:(

2006-10-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

having a bad hair day uh .
cause i think the hair dresser had really ruin my hair by shaving off my side burn ): ):
got back our papers.
was to lazyto eevn do correction .
so i went to sleep lors xD
enough about those stuff .
ahahs .
went to kfc to have our lunch .
after that we went back to school .
and i know i asked alot of lame question =x
but i know they wouldnt mind about it (:
had soo much fun during training .
just that all of us stamina drop alot lors.
all like sian sian ders .
then some of us stomache ache .
after that we have 5on5 full court match .
gosh .
i seriously cant run alr luhs .
no stamina.
hais. got to lian liaos ):
after the match , we had 3on3 .
but we stopped playing .
cause zl and zs muscle pulled.
and i find them damn cute can ?!
look like 2 xiao didi don there fighting/quarrelling for toys or something .
lols .
crystal and i then went to the coffee shop near our school .
after that jiu go home lers (:

i want you to always remember ,

i want you to be part of me dreams .

i was so lonely without you ,

i was so cold like a statue .

being with you make me complete .

2006-10-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

zhao shang ta call me to call ta but wo canot .
cause i need to go out .
so sad ):
than ta sound until hen sian .
then wo jiu abit bad mood .
but after that jiu okays lers =x
went to queensway buy things .
then buy le go tpy .
on the way to tpy .
anzie cal chulin to ask me whether wanna go habour bo .
then i cant go cause going tpy le .
after that , have dinner then go home lers .

wo now yao call ta le .

happy happy with ta (:

2006-10-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

so long never blog lers .
ahahs .
life is still the same lahs .
ahahs .
and i gave ta zhao shang de wake up call .
after that , ta jiu go brush teeth then wo jiu zai bed therre sleep .
ahahs .
then after that i folding xing xing for ta .
eat breadfast wo go meet sheryl .
after meeting , we went around to buy some things .
then after that , we got so pissed by you xie shi .
so we so called give attitude to them .
but after that okays lahs .
and my star bottle shatterd ):
so sad can ?
hais .
its meant for ta de lohs .
then like that shattered .
hais .
somemore ta xie huan na ge bottle can .
then after that we went to yishun for dinner lors .
and we slack around .
and i knw that sheryl and i very childish .
cause we keep playing scissor paper stone .
lols .
and i come home early todae cause i very tired .
ahahs .

happy one month anniversary !<3

i ever wonder if you ever were serious about it .

wondering if you really treat me the way i treat you .

2006-10-10T06:13:00.000-07:00

arghh .
today is maths test .
and all bloody question ish so tough lahs .
arghh .
i gave it up and start to sleep .
i heck care everything about maths lahs .
fail then fail .
drop to tech then drop .
arghhh !
bloody hell lahs -.=
then after that i went twith bballers and go mac .
and saw apala !
so sorry yeahs ?
ps you peeps .
sorry jjies-
wahahahs .
went to ball around until4-5 ++ then 6++ go home .

bloody hell .

having bad mood swing this feel days .

sorry if i show attitude ):

2006-10-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

wooo .
gues what .
everyone ish getting sore eyes right now lahs .
bloody hell .
i wanna have sore eyes also canot .
ahahs .
and i doubt it'll happen .
ahahs .
anyway , i meet angiie peraline and alicia outside the police station .
cause angie lost her wallet .
but they bluff me say she fought with a malay girl .
kanasai .
make me believe sials >:(
today's paper is geog .
gosh .
i think its tough lahs .
cause i never study =x
lalalas .
after the exam , chermaine and i waited for jy they all to come .
they take so long to arrive lahs .
so i asked them to go to blk 1o8 .
we had 3on 3 .
and after that only left 2on2.
which ish chulin , crystal and anzie .
i disiao chulin and she got angry with me uh .
she got so angry easily .
bu hao wan ders ):
anw , we kept going to mac and the bball court .
and therre's someone who say i look like her senior and wanted to take a pict .
i got so freak out somehow .
ahaah .
while chlin and crystal was playing 1on1 , anzie and i was at therre obseving them .
they can get along well (:
and after that anzie and i play 1on1 .
and she cheated lahs .
bloody hell .
lols .
after that , i went homw with crystal and ty .

imissyou.

imissyousomuch):

2006-10-07T23:40:00.000-07:00

the days we had not meet shows me how much i miss you .
i always think about you this few days .
all the time you're on my mind .
recently ,you kept poping in my mind .
i cant believe it .
cant believe i need you so much .
i cant wait to see you .
i cant wait for the day that i cant see you .
i'm gonna miss you forever ,i'm gonna miss you so .
the 1st time i miss you sooo much , i knew it right from the start .
you had a place deep in my heart that i'll never forget it .
from the moment we had been together , ill neever forget every single thing to make you happy .
you touch my hand and i knew that this was gonna be our time .
i dont wanna forget this feeling ,
neither wil i want to lose this feeling .
i dont wanna spent a moment apart .
cause you bring out the best in me like noone else can do .
thats why i'm by your side .
and every little pieces of you is right .
just thinking of you takes me through the night .

2006-10-07T21:19:00.000-07:00

o7 . 1o . o6 (:

wake up early in the morning .
and i cant wlak properly lahs .
idiot .
ahahs .
ate breadfast than go out to meet gladys .
she wanted to go eat .
than i accompany her (:
after that , we bused down to grandlink .
had 1hour of pool .
than gladys say she wanna go town .
so we went therre .
and I forgot to tell pebble about that .
so sorry ):
after that , we went back to grandlink .
had 1 hour of game again , than go cityhall therre find sheryl .
got free food to eat (: (:
teehee .
than afetr that we from therre go home lers .
and i know i'm the noisiest therre at that time i guess ?
aahahs xD

~~essmyfeelinghadfade.~~

~~andiguessivesuceedofforgettingyou .~~

2006-10-06T06:20:00.000-07:00

schhool ish as usual (;
and i got manie mani tudi-es (:
and i'm their shifu xD
be honoured sials .
ahahs .
than ais ppl come .
went mac eat talk talk .
than after that we went to the basketball court .
we had matches .
and i'm so sorry to anzie ): ):
cause i defend her than injuried her many many times .
sorry ):
than she moody moody cause of that i think .
aahhs .
than we play the blackout game .
asked deon and chen zhen to play .
but they hum can ?
except for deon (: (:
i tried it .
and i did have a blackout .
but seniors and crystal so bad lors .
never even fu me when i'm falling can ?
caus ethey thought i'm bluffing .
cause they said i look fake .
but actually i'm not .
i really had a blackout !
ahahs .
than sheryl slapped me than i wake up i think .
ahahahs .
than i wanna have another blackout .
so we went behind the blush and do .
i'm half blackout this time .
i only remember zishan shifu hold me and drap me or smth ,
than i fell twice .
ahahs
than i had injuried my hand elbow and knee ):
and had many many blaster on my feet lors .
ahahs
than we played match again .
had 1on1 with jy .
i win her twice !
so happy and she got to play the blackout game ! (:
than after that we talk talk slack slack than go home lerrs (:

~~ithinki'llnotfocusonsmthwhichishIMPOSSIBLE.~~

~~cause continuedwaitingmakesnodifferent .~~

~~causeyou'lneverknowthati'vebeenwaitingaftersincethatveryday .~~

2006-10-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

things just dont seems to be right ,
everthing seems so wrong to me .
nothing is so right ,
nothing at all .
all the things just look so fake at times ,
sometims it seems so real that you want it more .
but that could never happen .
it'll only be a dream ,
a dream that can never come true .
its just a fantasy .
nothing more than that .
miracle just wont happen .
if miracle would happen ,
the sky will drop .
drop right in front of me ,
saying that miracle do happens .
but it'll never gonna happen .
not now , not later , also not in the future .
i dont see the hope anymore .
the hopes had varnished .
i couldnt see the footprints of your's .
you brought it all away .
away from me ,
you did not leave anymore clue for me .
nothing were to guild me .
comeon , let me see the hopes .
the mirracle .
the eevrything that i wish for it .
the sky is getting darker ,
its time to rain .
&i'll still be waiting .
waiting right under the rain without fail .
dont enjoy and leave me there .
show me the guild ,
at least i know where i'd be heading too .
for this i pray ..
i pray for the stars to guild me ,
the only star who will look after me ,
and i wish for that star .
and may that star be you .

2006-10-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

school as pr normal xd
just that chhen gay didnt come !
and that has brighten up the class's day xp
not much crap lahs .
went out with seniors and crystal .
had soo much to talk about .
and i got to buck up for all subjects .
i got not much time left lahs ! ):
arghh .
got to chiong lers _:;
saw cherie best buddy in library .
and she take so manie of my straws .
arghh .
aahsh .
and she make me so paisehs in the library ,
and i kicked her cb therre .
oops ! ;X
so sorry .
ahahs .
than slack at food court than go home lers .

~~idontfeeelgood.~~

~~everythingseemssowrongtome.~~

~~sosowronginddeed~~

2006-10-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

ytd's blog (:

o4 . 1o . o6 xD
daily life (;
ahhas .
nothing much about school .
just that angie and tracey slapped chermaine .
hais .
but is her fault . bo bian .
tio ba .
and she said i in front of her jia hao xin ,
if i jia hao xin why wanna wait until now ?
if i wanna jia hao xin i june or when alr jia hao xin le lors .
wth =.-
angiie wanted to slap her long ago lahs .
also ish i help her asked angie not to lors .
as in like talk alot of good things about her ,
and now she like that say me .
hais ):
if you insisted to say that i jia hao xin ,
than i've got nothing to say le .
hais .
after that ,
they come to braddell mac .
anzie having mood swing ;x
than damn dao .
defend her that time veri scary .
so i didnt defend at all .and that chulin keep cb and bitches and bustard .
ahaahs .
than we play matches and all lahs .
and got one damn guai lan kia lahs .
kaopei so much lo .
so young than all the vulgarities all come out .
kanasai .
wanted to scold him , but they asked me not to as he's just a KID .
arghh .
aahas .
than 1on1 with zishan .
yesh man !!
i improved !!
ahahas .
but i keep foul-ing .
ahahs . so sorry shifu (:
ahahs .
than later play match with them again .
walau .
realii damn moody lahs .
hais ):
than after that go home .

~~what'sisgoingon .~~

~~whywouldthingsendedupsoscewedup .~~

~~whywouldthisstuffhappen?~~

~~justtellme .~~

~~thereasonwhy~~

2006-10-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

damn craping as usual (:
the class was damn noisy again .
but i like it .
ahahs .
and i cant sleep todae ):
but after lit , i sleep liao siao .
all the way till recess .
cause the bloddy teacher is making me damn tired lahs .
i'm always half asleep though (:
after recess , i went up to find sheena and blahs .
and we keep fighting lahs .
then keep disiao-ing kiki and NIZAM .
ahahas .
what a sweet couple worrs .
to kiki:you must be smiling when you read it rights ?
ahahs
and todae sheena kana kicked out of the class ): ):
wlaau ehs .
than the clas ish so quiet without her noise ): ):
arghh .
stupid chen gay .
enough on school time .
shall talk about slacking (:
wanted to watch the jackie chan's show with that cute little hairy baby .
aahhs
but somehow we didnt watch , cause angie dont feel like watching .
than i also dont feel like goingg to watch .
so followed seniors .
and tszying paisehs :x
ahhahs .
actually almost all of us paisehs before .
just that it always me and sheryl .
ahahhs .
than went library slack slack than go home lers (:

~~if i were to give up ,~~

~~or to be hurt ,~~

~~i would rather choose a hurting heart~~

~~just to be with you .~~

2006-10-02T05:27:00.000-07:00

ahahhas .
once got into the class kiki and sheena started fighting .
aahs .
then eileen and i started laughing .
aahhs .
loads of crap early inthe morning that it reali can brighten up my day (:
and we had drive our chinese teacher crazy .
aahhs .
cause we didnt wanna do the both project she gave it to us though it's included for EOY .
feel so stupid to let go of it lahs .
but too bad , i got not enough time lahs .
cause we got to hand it up by tmr .
its not easy lors .
bloodyshit her .
ahahs .
and during ehr lesson .
we reali got so bored that we just keep shouting here and there .
except for me and sheena .
we were busy writingg some stuffs lah .
ahahhas .
after writing , we got nothing more better to do .
so we wen tto sleep .
but somwhow i just cant sleep lahs .
was thinking about somethings though .
aahahs .
after that was lit .
stupid fucker ms.tan .
so damn fucking biased lahs .
scold sheena for more than 3 times just because she put her head on the table .
and she onli scold sheena when she put her head on the table lors .
the boys sleep right infront of her she also never scold .
what the fucking hell ish this ?!
obviously she's biased !
arghh .
shall go on to the next sub (;
after school , i went with the apala !!
it have been a long time not gonig out with them ugh .
finally ! i went with them lahs .
ahahs .
than go meet anzie and charmaine .
was suppose to go and catched a movie , but the other 2 didnt want to .
so we didnt catched any movie then .
i feel bad for not going with apala all the way sials .
sorry ):
i'll peii youu all full day next time (: (:
and i had taken np with them !
ahahs .
imlovingit (:
than after that with charmaine and anzie .
neither me nor anzie wanan take , but charmaine 'forced' us .
ahahs .
and it's all candid shot lahs .
and WTH !!!!!
that charmaine go put on her friendster !
wtf...?
arghhh .
forget it man .
she ruin the image of me ): ):
aye , crap ):
after that , pei both of them eat kfc than go home .
what a bad day ):

icantresistmyselffromthinkingofyou .

youkeeprighthereinmymindwheneveriwishnottothinkaboutyou .

iwavegoodbyeforthedaywegotclose,

wipingthetearsi'veshedforyou .

2006-09-30T20:58:00.000-07:00

didnt post ytd cause not at home .
ahahas .

30 . o9 . o6

went early in the morning to climb stairs with crystal.
meet crystal to go meet sheryl .
then who knows that sheryl didnt wanna climb stairs .
then we keep insisting we wanna climb stairs .
but ended up we didnt ):
then we take bus to zl zs's house .
and i feel rather bad =x
i went to their house for breadfast and i leave lerrs .
ahahahs .
cause i was goingg to meet gladys and pebble lahs .
after meeting them , we bused down to grandlink to play ppooollll .
we had play more than 3hours plus though xD
and i got a new shifu (: (:
which is that gladys ng blah blah .
also my new o.o5cmders .
1cmders , dont jealous =x
ahahs . kiddingg .
and yay ! i think ive inproved x)
ahahs .
we played till 8++ , hushan they all came .
then after that we leave around that time too .
bused down to amk central to have supper .
with that shifu .
lols .
than after that we tallked about alot alot of things lahs .
and i just realised i've offended her before =x
ahahhas .
and that's all i think ?
ahahs .

ithoughtthatmiraclewouldhappened.

but now,

idoubtit'llhappentome .

2006-09-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

didnt post ytd cause i was not feellingg well again .
ahas .
slept at around 8++
til the next morningg .

well , today's blogg (:
wake up damn early today .
go school as usual and all .
got english exam .
siann ):
but we get to go home earlier (;
then after the exams , we went to j8 and slack and all .
then after that we go to j8 library xD
so guai x)
we got so much things to crap about just now in the library .
and we got scolded for quite a few times :x
cause deon was somehow makingg us laugh .
damn fuunnie and cute la .
then we are getting bored .
so we went to walk about at j8 .
and we saw gladys , wang ba dan and a guy .
and the guy was kind enough to lend me his phone to send song (:(:
after that , we went home (:

i had the answer i wanna know .

but thats not the answer i wish to have .

i had a dream .

a dream of you .

and hoping it'll be just you .

this dream had been alr on my mind since morning .

and cant possiblly forget about it .

i just couldnt accept the fact .

neither i wish to accept it .

well , i stil thank you for letting me know the answer .

i dont wish to msg anyone .

give me sometime .

2006-09-26T04:02:00.000-07:00

blogg ish rotting cause evryday ish getting more bored -.=
roarrs !
what the hell lahs .
ahahs .
heck care .

saturday's blog xD :
got 3 on 3 early in the morniing .
early in the morning = 8.40AM
and thats so early .
so i decided to asked crystal to go with me to nee soon east cc therre at 11-12++
and yes she did (;
thanks yars (:
and crystal that blurr human , got down and bishan when she's supposed to get down at amk .
but nevrmind lah (;
and we headed to yishun .
adn we stayed there for more than 4 hours !
gosh !
we got damn bored there lahs .
but at elast got that wang ba dan charmaine to crap around .
so its still okays lahs .
and gladys play ball veri funie .
lols .
then after al the events .
we went to mac to eat cause of that wang ba dan charmaine .
crap around and all .
then when its funie , they dont laugh .
not funie then they laugh like siao .
crazy them :x
then after that , crystal got to go home .
and i wanted to pei her , but wang ba dan and anzie pulled me back .
so i didnt go lo .
went to balled instead (:(:
and its so fun lahs .
play full court like half court like that .
somemore i keep running around .
lols .
then after that all of us headed home (:
went different way ask charmaine .

never to go separate ways ,

never to let go of your hands ,

& never to let you go out of my world x)

2006-09-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

22 .o9 . o6 (:

normal life style .
do the same old thing in the morningg and meet the APALA sistters (:
not much on sch life .
just that sheena is always high .
ahahs .
then we got 1 hr training .
yanting and i keep disiao- ing sheena .
and sheena ' act cute ' when she's gonna shoot .
and loads of craps thingy la .
ahahs .
then after that on the way back with sheenna .
ARGHH !
irrtating la she !
and i wanna complain to zilingg .
ahahs .
then after that we nt home bath and all .
rest for awhile , went to meet crystal , zs , zl , sheryl and tzsying .
then we all slack at mac , sheryl go home bath and all then meet us .
mrt to sbc .
reach therre join gladys and frens .
and gladys is actually a ghost =x
watch the match halfway , we went to ball-ed .
got high at the playground therre (: (;
then they played match .
i didnt reali play though :x
ahhas .
after that ,
we leave the place and headed home .

you know ,

each day that passess by ,

i'll never failed to miss you .

and never forget who you are ...

iloveyou(:

2006-09-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

it was my happy day ,
but its was a bad day for you .
its a day for of the tears you shed .
the day full of broken peices in you .
its unfair to you .
its unbearable for you to take it .
you helpedd me to take the broken peices .
its not easy .
but you made it .
you were trying to act happy ,
but you cant .
cause you fall too deep inside alr .
your every tears let me feel guilty .
i shouldnt have make that promise to you .
isit because promises are meant to be broken ?
or isit my promise for you is fated to be broken ?
i knew those moment will not last for long .
but you dont mind those moment was just there for the time being.
perhaps this moment was not to be shared between you and me .
you have waited way to long alr .
its not worth to wait for something impossible .
go for things that are possible .
you treat nme good i know .
you had show me hw to reali waited for someone .
you show me how to keep a feeling strong .
and i finally find my way to leave this lonely road .
you walked with me through , guild me along .
but i finally found my way .
i want to bring you out of it too .
and you can make it .
you stil got someone waiting for you .
openingg the door and waiting for you to enter .
dont doubt it anymore .
find the open door that have been waiting for you .

&iknowifoundyou.

yougivemethestrenth,

thestrengthtokeepourlovestrong.

2006-09-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

wooo !
i had a good sleep this morningg (: (:
cause ii didnt go school x)
woke up at 11++ and went back to sleep at 12 ++ and woke up again at 2++ xD
on air con blast the music (:
then after that i went to meet the our 4 sisters (:
went kfc to meet them .
then after that i go poly clinic and they went to cut hair .
i saw kimli there .
but i dint call her .
ahahahas .
then the stupid old doc .
dman kaopei la .
and she do thinggs damn slow can .
then she talk to me like wanna fight like that .
ass-hole -.-
then after that i meet angiie .
woahs !
herr hair cut until not bad sia (:
damn spiky .
ahahhas .
then after that she got to meet her mother.
then i go home lers .
and i dman guai todae .
reach home so early xD xD

i'll walk with you through the darkness,

walk and never turn back .

hold my hnd tightly ,

and say you'll never let it go .

2006-09-20T04:27:00.000-07:00

uhh-hooooo xD
and i know my blog ish rottingg x)
was not feelingg well todae x(
havingg bad stomach ache and feel like vomittingg ):
then verii giddy .
hais .
the feeling ish bad .
well , who cares :x
got chinese oral this afternoon .
and purple hippo say i did QUITE well xD
after my oral .
self trainingg for a while lo .
i didnt train for longg cause not feelingg well .
then i asked yatingg if she wanna cut hair with me anot .
and she agreed to go with me (; (:
we waited for pebble .
not longg after , she came .
and we went for a hair cut x)
and my LONG LONG SIDEBURN KANA CUT OFF ):<
so sad lo );
ahhas .
and my face like a ball now .
dont dare to go school le lahs .
ahahhas .
then went to food court sit sit eat eat talk talk lo .
then after that wanted to watched match derrs .
but so far .
then never go le lo .
and here i'm now .

upon hearing what pebble said .

i got the feeling of not lettingg you go .

i'm not sure why too .

isit i like you more than i feel or what ?

i dont know .

i dont wanna think to much either .

i just wanna concentrate for what we are .

2006-09-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

gosh !
and i realised pearline me and angie veri guai sia (;
we went down to study .
hahahs .
near void deck .
we went to popular to buy things and then we go to kfc eat .
after eatingg we went to 507 therre and stydy .
we REALLI STUDY !
and pebble can witnessed it xD
but after that ,
we beginnning to crap around .
and pearline wrote something on my book .
ahahs .
and i love love it (:
hmms .
then after that we went to funland therre slack slack then go home .
pebble come my house for awhile lo (:
then she go home lerrs x)

i'm confused once again );

i decided to choose * but i stil think of ** .

hais ):

2006-09-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

went to watch ai* and yuying's match (:
then its like wth lahs .
we cant go inside .
then nevermind lo .
we waited outside for them to come out .
then meanwhile , we went to the HDB block and see them play lo .
then like so paiasehs like that .
they shouted their name out .
losl .
so cartoon .
then after that we are gettingg tired .
so we went down the block and get our self a drink (; (;
and i bought one drink for her (:
so nice of me can ?
losl .
hmmms .
then after that we went back therre .
not long after ,
we went down the block and meet them (:
we headed to j8 .
and sorry to anzie worrs .
didnt talk to her todae .
cause i dunch know she's behind alone .
then i never talk to her lorrs ):
but after that okay le lahs (:
than we went for dinner .
after eating , we got under table kickingg fight .
losl .
i and anzie attack goldfish and crystal .
lols .
then yezi and shifu sit therre see free show .
lols .
then ye zi and shifu go 1st then left the 4 of us .
we slowly walk , walk until mrt then go home le (:

im confused with me feelings .

i dunch know who isit .

whether ish * or **

can someone just tel me who will it be .

i dont wana be your friend .

i just wanna be with you .

* treat me well , but somehow the feelings ish also with **

iwantthistobeclear.

2006-09-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry ii hurt you over and over again .
i didnt mean to .
and i know its unbearable .
its might be unfair to you .
but what have been done can be undone .
try to let it go if you want .
cause holding on to it will onli make you feel worse .
i dont want you to get sadanymore .
the feeling aint good and i know .
but certain thing cant be controlled .
i said i'll hold on but not now .
i dont wana be unfaithful .
i'm not sure if i'm breakingg my promises or not .
but for now , all i know ish ii dont wanna you to feel sad .
its not worth .
i dont worth your tears .
keep your tears for someone who have been waiting for you for 3 years ++ bahs .
she's the one who worth yours tears .
ta bi wo gen wei da .
ta bi wo gen hao .
i dont worth your love for me .
if you wanna forget mye promises ii had for you then you shall forget it .
nothing last forever and you know .
so this promise will not last forever .
but somethingg will last .
which ish our friendship .dont feel sad anymore .
i'll be therre if you ever need me again (:

2006-09-15T20:21:00.001-07:00

thanks to the 7 sister !!!!
bought me cake worrs .
somemore ish taz taz dderrrs !!!!
LOVES LOVES you all .
and not forgettingg groupie # 12 ( rita )
loves loves (;

i'm so dirty lahs .
full of cake and all .
lols .
and ii got chermaine to accompany me play cake .
ahahs .
and ii can REVENAGE wors .
ahaahs .
hmmms .
had a great day la .
then mr . tan so good .
let us train easy easy dderrs ,
ahahs .
xie xie ni x)
than after trainingg crystal and i run to mac WORRS .
ahahs .
and chermaine bought me cake again .
xie xie xD
got 2 cake for birthday .
*honoured honoured *
somemore got so manie ppl with me .
weeee ~
happiest thingg ever (: (:
somemore can spend with someone*
but somehow , i want TA herre ):
hais , nevermind la .
no fate , no fate ):
then after that we kana scolded for playing then we go bball court celebrate .
lols .
after that we play ball for a while then go lerrs .
ahahs .
headed to clark quay xD
slack around then leave lers .
and WE* got lost la .
walk aorund stil dunch know ended at where .
lols .
reached home at 11 (:
and ii know i'm sheryl's lucky star WORS !
ahahs .

thedaywithyoushallnotend .

handinhandandweshallfindthefaturebewteenyouandme.

day3(:

2006-09-15T20:21:00.000-07:00

thedaywithyoushallnotend .

handinhandandweshallfindthefaturebewteenyouandme.

day3(:

2006-09-09T20:58:00.000-07:00

hellos !!!
i'm back !!
anyone miss me ?!
lols .
and ii know mye blogg ish rotting .
lols.
well ,
i spend mye days in school and in sheryl's house in the holis .
and its fun .
and ii know someone* worrs .
will that day happen ?
and of course .
soemone say soon .
lols .
hmmms .
well .
got loads of crapping !!!!!
esp wendy and ii .
and of course .
including sheryl , crystal and tzs yingg !
ahas .
duringg that 3 days .
we play against AI* and manjustri*
and ii seriously damn happie !!!
cause of certain reasons lahs .
but that MEANIE GLADYS say ii bully herr .
more like she bully me lorrs .
never reply crystal msg .
bad bad !!
sommore never REPLY my msg also !!!
LITTLE MEANIE SHLD CHANGED TO BIG BIG MEANIE !!!!
ahahs .
hmms .
ytd was fun lahs .
or shld ii say everydae ish fun!!
i startingg to loves my life .

oh yeahs ,

from the day until now ,

i think ii've been looking at you .

wil you bemine ?

and yes you will (:

ourlovestorysoonbegins(:

2006-09-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

yay !!!
ii finally have a good sleep today .
woke up 12plus xDxD
so happie !
but so sad .
ii cant wake up late until after tmr ););
nvm .
tmr got trainingg .
JIAYOU !
hmms .
todae went to ball-ed lahs .
waited for dongdongnehpapa(wendy)
and oneCMders(sheryl)for so longg lorrs .
cause no BASKETBALL mahs .
lols .
they come lerrs we crapped alot .
esp me and wendy .
sheryl also (:
and ii finally can do lay-up and not always shootingg .
YAY !!!
then we play and play lo .
lols

then reached home .
was talking to sheryl on msn .
then i ask her whether i shld go angie's bdae or training .
and she said training bahs .
and this ish our conversation (:

MYECONfession _.* on this empty road , i confessed :x countdown with me c(: 1omore<3 says:
i dont wanna do this .
MYECONfession _.* on this empty road , i confessed :x countdown with me c(: 1omore<3 says:
lols
; # I'M SORRY. ./ baby ure all that i want \ says:
ahahas
; # I'M SORRY. ./ baby ure all that i want \ says:
basketball : i dont want to be the reason whye

2006-09-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

went out with the the fun x)
first to town then to buggis .
was havinggg a enjoyable trip luhs :D
and ii bought a NORMAL bubble tea which cost me $2.5o .
WTF !!!!!=.-
cheat my money lorrs .
ass hole .
kill that lady man .
roarrs !!!!
and ii shall stop postingg .
ii shall not let wendy waited down stairs my block .

where are you ?

whenthere'sonlyYOU&ME.

&ipromisebaby(:

2006-09-03T04:33:00.000-07:00

oh yes ii know .
everything ish too late for anythingg to be mend .
you choose your path and ii know it .its obvious .
from the day you confessed .
heartbroken and the tears arre drippingg .
the impact ish hard yet you cant feel it .
aint the impact hard for you too ?
or you hardly feel the pain ?
ii didnt mean it when ii said i'm over you .
but you made me believe it .
so puhlease dotn regretted for what you have done .
or rather , yuo dont regretted anythingg at all .
ii was beingg nice to you and gvingg everythingg to youu to prove how much i icare .
but a period of time , you didnt show me anythingg .
and ii decided to put it a stop .
ii dont wanna carry on , holdingg on to the love you gave .
ii wanna let it go .
but the image of you ish still here .
because after puttingg a stop , ii knew ii couldnt let go you .
and ii've not gived up provingg how much ii care .
but now , ii'm OVER you .
just that ii want everythingg about you to clear off .
ii wanna return those memories of you out of mye mind and my house .
xD

baby , its you .

dont doubt it anymore .

you're the one .

2006-09-02T05:35:00.000-07:00

HOHOHO :)
went shoppingg with mye ahma .
went orchard 1st to repair my fone .
then after that bused down to buggis .
then ii bought 2 shirts and one pant .
ahahhas .
then on the way home .
my ahma fall down .
OMGG LAHS !!!
sho heart pain cann .
gosh .
then now herr leg got orh chey .
lols .
ahahs .

Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.
and Im wondering who will be to first to say
what we both know
We're just holding on to could have beens and we should be letting go

2006-09-02T04:49:00.000-07:00

o1 . o9 . o6

ii sleep the latest yet wake up the second earliest .
ii slept at 5 plus (: (:
we woke up at 1o when we have to meet jolene they all at 1o.30
ahhahs .
then sheryl's sis cooked chicken rice for us .
and it taste nice alrights .
thumps up ! xD
then after that we take train to amk station to meet yt , crystal and jolene .
and its JOLENE"S BIRTHDAY !!!
ahahs .
after that , we went to find dongdongneh papa de mummy .
ahha .
then after that we then take bus to ps .
we know jolene didnt like to shop .
so we went to arcade x)
so nice of us (:
we played lots game therre and ii suddenly feel lyk playing pool .
so we went to play pool .
seniors doesnt know how to play so crystal teached them .
so nice of herr xD
and seniors WERE veriie cute !
ahahs .
but after that , got some misunderstandingg ii guessed ?
ahahs .
no worries alrights =)
after that we went to eat long john .
i'm broke .
but good good jolene lend me money .
so good xD
then after that we go home lerrs .
but laods laods crapping in the bus .
esp wendy !
ahahs
damn crazy .
was havingg a great day with them ! =D !

you said ii've CHANGED,

then what about YOU ?

please think before you say ppl cann ?

and dont DECEIVE yourself alr .

the person you LIKE IS NOT ME lahs ok .

sho dont anyhow say .

ii WONT fall into YOUR TRICKS.

and please ..

dotn treat ME like a FOOL .

cause II AM NOT gonna be FOOLED by YOU .

and for THIS ii said that II'LL NEVER BE YOURS .

II WILL NOT let MYSELF for deep inside BECAUSE OF YOU.

neither will ii let myself sad AGAIN .

YOU WILL NOT GIVE ME THE SIDE EFFECT .

2006-08-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

ahhhahahhs !!
todae we celebrated teacher's day (:
happie teachers' day !
ii woke up early in the morningg to collected mye pants but too bad , the shop didnt open -.-
so idiot .
ii nake a fool of myself .
somemore , its rainingg in the morningg lahs .
idiot .
then after that .
ii went home and rest for while .
after that , i'm preparingg myself to go back mcs .
bu before that , ii met sheryl wendy and yatingg .
on my way to meet them , anggie called me .
we bused there and changed bus .
gosh .
and iimissed that bus stop .
cause last year ii always tget down at that us ders ((: ((:
ahahs .
an precious memories ish therreto0 xD
ahahs
and now mcs sucks to the core lahs .
assshole =.-
wth lahs .
we now cannot watched the performance le lahs .
fucker .
not onliie that , we cant even go t0 the hall .
ad's the problem with them lahs .
kaopii so much .
mother fucker -.=
nvm .
and ii mis them loads sia !!!
gosh !.
ex-clasmates all stil so cartoon and cute cann .
ahahas .
thanks for givingg me a chance to see you peeps again (:
cherie asked me to give her a kiss but ii dint.
sho sorry .
ahahas .
then after that zs zl angiie they al come .
then we meet them then we takke 851 to northpoint .
we wanted to go heeren but al of us no money .
sho we went to sheryl's house .
we watched movie therre too xD
ahhahs .
and got laods food to eat lahs !
gosh !
lyk havingg big party lyk that .
sho fun .
then atfre htta angiie go home ):
foloed by yaingg then zl zs .
poor zl knocke dherr head on somethingg so hard then she cried .
cause its way to pain for herr =x
takkecarres to zl alrights ?(:
thn wendy and ii stay over at sheryl'd house .
so damn freakingg fun lahs !!
we watched each other's hair in the toilet .
and washed our cloths tgether .
its so much fun and laughter ((:
and got damn crappy lahs .
aahhs .
anw , ii shall stop crappingg .
wendy and sheryl wanna blogg and ii'm gonna joined them for that show .
ahahahs .
takkcarres peepps !!
* fun day !!! *

2006-08-31T09:24:00.000-07:00

30 . o8 . o06

wee !
ytd school was real broingg lahs .wallet shop .

or instead , school arre bronig everyday !!!
then it was wendy's my papa brithday !!
happy belated brithday !!
then we went buggis .
we went to pasta and eat for lunch/dinner .
damn noisy went we were at there lahs .
after eatingg , we head head to buggis streets .
but they were attracted to the wallet shop .
sho zl chermaine and ii waited outside for them .
and we saw one veriiepunk yet act girl lahs .
damn kannasai cann .
look at us lyk a freak =.=
irritatingg -.-
rarrs !
then after then after that they wanna watch click .
zl zs chermaine and ii didnt wanna watch .
sho we went different way with them lerrs ):
then after that ii'm beingg nice therre cann .
ii help all of them to choose cloths .
so nice of me cann ?
aahhahahs .
hmmms .
then after that ii bought a shoe and zl we all damn crappy lahs .
also damn disiao .
ahhaahahs .
ytd was a fun day though (:

2006-08-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

weeee !
went to school as usual .
but todae veriie tired lahs .
ahahs .
as crap as everyday too xD
then after school got trainingg .
went mac for lunch lorrs .
and blah .
then todae got veriie bad stomach ache .
dman shitty lahs .
then atfer that training over , wendy ( dongsongneh ) and ii peihe .
ii act as nerd and wendy wear herr pants damn l0w.
then we take video .
damn cartoon lahs !!!
ahahs .
sho fun .
then after that ii wear pants low low she become nerd .
damn funniie .
then went to tpy to see the shoe .
gosh .
sho ex .
might as well go buggis buy=.-
and ii loves cows !!!
sho cutte !
and ii got a new name .
thanks to chermaine and wendy .
call mo0 m0o
and we created a new song .
mye cow family songs xDD

mo0mo0 sonng !!

ii love mo0mo0 ii love mo0mo0 .
i love mo0 ii love mo0 .
i love i love mo0 mo0.
ii love i love mo0 mo0 .
where are you ? where are you ?(herre ! oh yeahs ! i saaw you )

thats what the lamers do .

2006-08-28T07:26:00.000-07:00

went to school as usual and blahs lahs .
s'pore schools start school sho early .
how's the students gonna manage ?
it'll be damn sleepy cann ?
then after that ii think e***** okay lerrs !
yay !!!!
ahhas .
crap alot in class also .
went up and dwon as usual too .
and todae yanting and ii suan sheena until lyk siao can .
suan until she got nothing to say .
so fun !
then after that we got training .
2o left lay-up and 2o right lay-up .
ahahs .
and ii todae 1st few lyk wierd lyk that .
cause ii always the last few dde .
scared some of the seniors dont believe ii complete all 4o .
sad ):
alalas .
then later ball around then go home lerrs .
and thanks wendy for lendingg me herr pants ,..
haahhas !

2006-08-26T05:51:00.000-07:00

ahahhs
todae ii dream of edward and eileen!!
veriei worried for them also ):
then atfer that mye fone ring .
then have to wakke up early early go meet senior and chermaine
cause we goingg hwa chong .
then atfer that we waited for sheryl quite longg .
ii got nothing to do then cut cut cut lorrs .
ahhahs .
mye left leg all got and left hand got my name in the middle of the cuts
ahahs .
then after sheryl came , we went to j8 to meet the others .
we bused therre (:
reach ler then walk around l0rs .
gosh lash .
s0 damn sian .
so we decided to ball-ed around .
and wth .
ii quarrell with chermaine again .
damn du lan with herr cann .
anyhw give attitude .
lyk ii dont have lyk that .
please lahs .
ii not herr bitch can ?
she have no rights to order me around lahs .
even vicki and crystal also know ii 'ren' ta can .
jet-ass .
=.=
but after that ok le lahs x)
then play a while more .
we cab to buggis .
ahahs .
gosh !
i'm so in love with manie manie pants and cloths .
ii wish ii could buy them down xDD
ahahs .
ii bought one long pant and a shirt .
and something with zl .
ahahs .
* bluish *
loads of crapping therre too .
saw schh beng beng .
kwok fang they all .
ahhahs
then after that we take 851 home .
then finally !!
can rest x)

2006-08-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

sian *
every morning ish the same thing .
always canot wake up .
yawn *
ahah .
after recess , ii quarrelled with chermaine .
she dman ka0pei lorrs .
come on lahs , ii got a limit dde kkayys .
dont provoke me .
then ii sat at eileen's table .
goshh .
its lyk some ' things ' lahs .
kiwi scared until got fever .
and sheena scared until cry .
gerlls , dont worry alright?
youu all will be just fine alright ?
youu all are protected kays ?
ii'll pray for you all (:
then after that take mrt to sports hall to see the semi-finals .
AHS vs NYS xD
saw ZHS peeps =D
anw , AHS win ((:
and ii didnt know ZHS so strict lors .
sad case ):
planned to go bugiis see cloths .
butt ... zl and zs not goingg .
so sad ):
then actually yt and ii go0ing , but its getting later , so we didnt go too .
then went to kfc .
dman crap down there lahs .
then RGS INSECTS arre there .
rarrrs .
we keep laughingg and all .
sho fun (:
then zl zs bused home .
while the rest of us take mrt .
and ii finally know how to fold stars !!
heehee .
but when ii reach home .
ii couldnt made it ):
llllas .
and whats now , ii gonna bath .
byes !

2006-08-24T06:55:00.000-07:00

siann *
ii show attitude agaiin ):
sho0 sorry x(
to angiie and all .
and nothingg happen to me x)
reallie .
so dont worry alrights ?

please .

ii beeg you all .

dont get things til this state .

please please please .

ii reallie dont wish to see things lyk that .

both are mye friends .

even agatha also dunch wish things to turn out to be lyk that .

you know lyk that veriie kin sim mahs ?

lyk that ii veriie tong ku want lehs .

ii know you ' ren' herr veriie long lers .

and ii know its been hard on you .

as for her ,

she didnt even get things rights .

always makingg the wrong conclusion .

please .

ii beg you pple .

get things clear .

ii dont wanna live in this way .

when ii'm in between youu all .

please .

take it as ii beg you .

can thing be lyk hw she used to be ?

can things not ended up to be lyk thish ?

come on , just sit down and talk .

will this kill ?

she keep giving faces and ii know .

you cant stand it , ii also cant stand it .

but somehow ii made it through .

ii know its hard on you .

cause you have a limited .

so do ii .

ii sometymes realie cant stand her .

but after a while ok lerrs.

will this happen to the both of you ?

i doubt so .

cause the misundertandingg ish way to deep to clear .

come on lahs , be more mature will she ?

dont because of jealousy then backstab ppl lahs .

and i'm not siding for anyone .

just that ii wish things would be easier for us .

please .

make it real .

please .

ii doubt ii could hang it any longer .

dear eileen ,

ii'm seriously worried for you ):

come back to how you used to be please .

ii dont want you to go astray .

please girl , come back .

dont turn bad .

please please .

you said your stressed but i'm more stressed than you .

dont let your mistakes repeats .

it hurts seeing youu lyk this .

we stil carre for you .

everyone ish veriie worried for you .

dont disappoint us .

although you didnt tel us anything , we know you're hiding somethingg away frm us .

quit the game , dont scare us alr .

we couldnt afford to play it with you .

dont play on with us , be serious .

its not fun .

take it as ii beg you .

i'm on my knee begging you .

will youu just return to hw you were suppose to be ???

dont make anymore secrasifics alr .

you have done more than enough .

enough ish enough .

dont go beyond the limit .

its not worth .

dont ruin your future alrights ?

no matter what we'll always be here for you .

2006-08-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

23. o7 .06

went with seniors ytd with chermaine x)
and crystal penknife ish sh0o sharp .
dman nice to cut !!
but too bad ..
ii QUIT !!!!
ahahs
then ii wanna test hw sharp it ish and ii slit it on mye hand .
dman damn thick .
its the thickness of of a small straw (:
then we went to j8 makan xD
then buy bandage and medicine .
ahahs .
thanks anti-social shifu <3
she can be a first aid nurse liaos .
lols .
but she's damn bad lahs .
always suan me and dunch let me win herr .
RARRS !
we walk around and played around too .
ii keep shootingg sheryl's neh .
and ii know its pain .
so0 sorry !
ahahs .
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERYL !!!!
todae ( 24 . o7 .o6)
ahahs .
ytd have a great fun with the seniors including chermaine .
ii shall take the cut as a memory xDD

2006-08-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

therre ish nothing to say , the day she left .

ii just filled the suitcase full of regret .

ii hailed a taxi in the rain .

lookingg for somthing to earse the pain .

and like a amswered pray .

ii turn around and found you there .

but i dunch understand what i'm goingg through .

it must be a plan that lead me to you .

because of the hurt didnt disappear.

in eveerymonent you're stil here .

just lyk aanswerd pray .

you make the lonliness easily to bear .

a fragile heart has been broken before .

ii dunch think it could it could be into pieces again .

there's a voice , from deep inside of you .

to call you to make you realisedd .

ii see the question in your eyes .

ii know whats where in your mind .

you cant be sure if ii know mye part .

day after day ,

time pasts away .

and i just cant get you off of mye mind .

nobody knows ,

ii hide it inside .

ii keep on searching but ii cant find .

the thing that it show , to let you to know .

ii never felt so much love before .

and wrose , ii'm thinking about it ,

of the easy way out .

but if i let you go .

ii'll never know ,

what mye life would be ,

if you wouldnt close to me .

will ii ever see ,

youu smiling back at me .

night after nights ,

ii heard my heart says ,

whye cant thish feeling just fade away .

no one lyk you .

just speak into mye part .

i'm missing you ,

even though you're here by my side.

so imagine if you wasnt here at all .

but lately it seems .

the distance between us ish growingg to wide .

i'm so afraid that you say its over .

and thats the last thing i wanna hear .

but if your hearts not in it for real ,

please dunch try to fake you dunch feel .

ii'll give the whole world for you ,

anything you asked me ii do .

but ii wunt ask you to say or ever walked away if your heart's not in it .

2006-08-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

woahs !
didnt post for few days but alot of things happen lahs .
ahahhs .
we got match against rgs .
fcukhuman lahs they .
esp o6 and 15 .
fcuker .injury sheryl and the others lyk siao .
they know how to play dde mahs .
mother fucker lahs .
ROARRRSSS !!!!
and ii rmb ii 'ate' 2 studs =x
ahahs .
ii got to but new studS sooon xD
cant reallie rmb what happen lahs .
hahahs .
thish ish just a rough post .

you're the air that ii breathe .

you're ll that ii need .

2006-08-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

gosh !
ii got test and yet ii didnt know it .
aahhahs .
who cares .
wth lahs .
got pple admire irfan lyk siao until mye table was full of marker inks .
damn idiot lahs .
make mye hand and paper so dirty and reddy ):
arghhhh .
and ii suspect its takke hippo .
aiyas .
hack care .
lalallas .
run up and down again lahs .
cause of some reasons though ((:
then ii started crappingg lyk hell .
about that mrs.tan .
gosh lahs .
i'm so "IN LOVE " with herr way of speacking lahs .
ahah .
and blahs .
got trainingg too .
aiyyas .and thinggs too .
rushingg to watch tv .
byyes .

2006-08-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

damn gguaii todae lahs .
didnt reallie sleep in class todae xD
except for chinese .
gosh . its damn broingg lahs .
stupid freaky purple hippo .
after that was that bitch ms . tan .
siann __*
she gave me such a low mark lahs .
such as 16/25 . after since that inncident .
jet-ass =.-
free last 3 period .
went up and down lyk siao lahs .
saw quek outside .
then faster run back class .
then relieve teacher come .
sian-diao .
dunch let us go out walk walk . arghh .
then bo bian ii sleep for rthe whole 1 hr ((x
2 pm got trainingg .
train medicine ball then rushed to watch match.
then left mye watch in school ):
then AHS vs NYGS .
woash ! AHS won by 1 lahs .
at the veriie few secs .
damn pro .
ahahas .
veriie interestingg match (:
then after that go kfc .
gosh lahs ! i'm damn high high up to the sky lahs !
ii disiao someone's name laugh until fall on the florr .
ahahahs .
dammn funniie !
and we dicieded to takke bus 14 to travell around .
and we drop at orchard therre and take train .

sisstta .
dunch worry sho much alright ?
you'll be fine kakyys .
i'm sure your coach wil understand lahs .
make sure you dunch do it lerrs kkayys .
ii'll be herre if you need me (:
takkcarre sistta x)

hey babe , you keep mye heart pumpingg around .

2006-08-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

i dunch know what mye heart wants .

neither would i wanna know .

i dunch know what m ii waiting .

i dunch knwo whye m ii waiting .

waiting for thish miracle .

for thinggs to happen .

ii know that it'll never come true .

but i'm stil waitingg .

if ii said i'm stil waitingg,

will you be herre ?

will you stil show me your concern ?

will you be here for me ?

i guess thinggs will never turn out to be lyk thish lerrs ):

2006-08-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

12 . o8 . o6

ahahs .
angiie seriously woke up early .
but i'm still sleepingg (:
ahahs .
went to meet angiie at herr void deck opposite mine at 1.3o
then after that go MRT therre meet pearline .
she was with koon chau .
then he bought acohol for pearline and all of us sharred .
11.6 % !!
but ii dunch reallie lyk the smell .
whatsmore , they drank it while walking .
feel so what lahs .
then went to suntec arcade and play .
walk walk then go candy empire .
gosh lahs .
pearline and pebble seh diao .
poor me and angiie got to take carre of them .
but angiie ish the one who realliie take care of them lahs .
peraline seh but not that bad .
pebble was veriie cham lahs .
she was lyk damn crazy cann ?
go into the wrong shop and blahs .
almost bang herrself lahs .
damn crazy .
and have loads fun .
ahahsh .
gosh .
then pearline saw herr frens .
so we followed them lorrs .
and blahs .
hav fun in the train too !
ahahahs .lazy to post much .
ii shall stop crappingg herre .

i couldnt take it anymore .

let me go , please ..

ii beg you .

2006-08-11T08:23:00.000-07:00

was damn fark tired lahs .
couldt stand it lahs . * yawn *
hate the feelingg when i'm goingg to schh .
feel lyk an blooddy idiot carryingg a bag to school .
lols .
and whatsmore , ii went to school with a veriie veriie flat hair lahs .
damn shit cann ?
arghh ~
class as usual lahs .
siann *
then geog ii seriously sleep lyk a pigg .
zZZ ...
couldnt take it lahs .
herr lesson was lyk a hell to me .
then after that ii go down lerrs .
as in go meet chermaine and bookshop there then go toilet change lorrs .
then always kan dao zishan and that toilet also ((:
ahahahas .
then she cut herr hair damn cutte lahs !!!!
ziling also !!
gosh lahs .
the two twins look lykcute little xiao didi cann .
loves playingg their hair now .
ahahs .
then after changingg , we have to go up the bus lerrs .
thn that chermaine keep sayingg that she's hungry .
but too bad forr herr .
we got to move on lash .
then we reach therre veriie early .
then askk hsiao lei they all help us buy food lorrs .
aahhahs .
thn she damn nehneh lahs .
dunch wanna giive me chilli .
ass lahs she .
then after that tkgs came .
tallest and sistta !!
aahahs .
and yiyingg and fren .
thn shiru also got com .
ahahahs .
then thy say ii veriie noise .
when ii'm not cause ii think ish normal ((;
thy say mye voice ish kiddiie too when it is not lahs .
ii'm so proud of mye voice cause ii cann be a orpera singerr ((:
ahahas .
and i'm just kiddingg about it lahs .
lalalalas .
and ii play at the last 2 mins ++
wahh , might as well dunch play -.=
arghhh .
after all we in top 8 lerrs !!
ahahahs .
ii think the score was 53-35 .
woahs !!
ahahs .
then after that takke ahool bus back to school lorrs .
and i ididnt to ps them lahs.
sorry worrs !!
ii promise to give youu all lollipop !
ahahas .
but ii also want mye lollipop ((:

ii couldnt handle the pain .

ii think ii need a miracle to make it through .

ii want another chance to prove everythingg again .

but chances ish under fate .

all ii want ish one more chance .

just that chance to prove everything .

and ii need you right herre at thish moment .

2006-08-10T07:15:00.001-07:00

siann *
went j8 to find shermaine .
ahahhas .
then after go walk walk around lorrs .
then go tpy there play pool lorrs .
but no pool table .
so never play .
pebble go therre eat .
crazy lahs .
then saw tracey theyy all lorrs .
then suppose to go clarke quay .
but sheremaine cant make it lahs .
so we go arcade lorrs ..
enter derrs .
then saw eddiie .
then after that we wakke forr shermaine's bus to come then we go .
pebble took the same bus as me .
then after that i'm sho good cann .
waited for the bus with her .
then after ii go home .

ii just wish ii could cary on without you .

all the thinggs ii do ish for you .

2006-08-08T22:25:00.000-07:00

It's unbelievable,how I used to say that I'd fall never

The basis is need to know If you just don't know how I feel

Then let me show you now that I'm for real

If all the things in time, time will reveal

Yeah

1 - one, you're like a dream come true

Two, just wanna be with you

Three, it's plain to see That you're the only one for me

and Four, repeat steps one through three

Five, make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one

It's so incredible,

the way things work themselves out

And all emotional, once you know what it's all about,

And undesirable, for us to be apart I never would've made it very far

'cause you know you got the keys to my heart

'cause...

1 - one, you're like a dream come true

Two, just wanna be with you

Three, it's plain to see That you're the only one for me

and Four, repeat steps one through three Five, make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one

Say farewell to the dark of night

I see the coming of the sun I feel like a little child,

whose life has just begun You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine

You threw out the life line

Just in the nick of time .

2006-08-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

_______ o8 . o8 . o6 _______

ahahhahs .
didnt go school ytd thats whye didnt go for rtrainingg );
if not cann go trainingg derrs .
sad ):
sho longg never train lerrrs .
haihhs .
friday match .
WHILTEY JIAYOU !!!!

meet st daphne they all lorrs .
go town walk walk .
go herren meet melissa chloe and atiqa xD
then melissa ish still as crazy lyk last tyme .
ahahahs .
walk all the way to ps .
wantd to play pool .
but they cant make it .
sho we go play arcade .
play the shootingg dderrs .
gosh lahs .
mye standard drop lyk hell cann .
suck suck suck !!!
haishh .
the they all play ddr .
damn cray lahs .
sho mammie pple on the machine stil cann failed -.=
inlike the guy beside us .
damn pro lahs .
he's usingg the 2 side and he manage to clear lahs .
pro pro !
ahahaahhs .
then after that we go meet after that pebble huishan and apple .
wanted to play pool lahs .
but they canot then they come for rnothingg .
wasted , but nvm lash .
then mrt down to suntec go see firework lorrs .
then ii saw so mannie of pple ii know lahs .
so qiaao sia !!
ii saw mye cuz !
gosh !! ii hope he dunch recongize me !!
ut he's good lookingg .
ask st if youu dunch belieev =x
then at 1st kan dao ZHS ( o8 ) then after that at suntec see until ZHS o9 , 14 and dunch know lerrs .
woahs .
so qiao man !!
we got fate (:
then after that we walk walk lorrs .
then go explande .
so maniie pple .
dunch wanna go lerrs .
then we go clarke quay lorrs .
then we saw the firwork therre !!!!1
sho nice lahs !!
and so romantic .
and i iwish the person beside me was someone ii lyk .
weeee ~
but that cann never happen lahs .
ahahahahs .
then after that we takke 54 change 132 then go home .
was such a nice night therre at clarke quay !!

2006-08-07T06:39:00.000-07:00

weeeeee ~
i'm hyper againn!!!
everyday hyper .
we got so much fun in class again !!!
and therre goes the fire alarm ,
all of us pretended that we were veriie scared and hided under the table
ahahahahsd .esp shenna
so cute lahs .
then we reached sch fileld ,
we went pluckingg all the grass and stucked throwingg around (:
leii keep hittingg pple's but too ,
sho peii he with hrr .
we hit each other's butt too =x
hahaahahs
so crazy .
then after htat og cience lab .
and so surprised that ii didnt sleep (:
sch end and go quek's bang gong shi .
lols .
he ass lahs ,
ask me to cutt mye nice hair away );
ahahahas .
but ii cut lyk never cut lyk htat =x
ahahahs
but chermaine say it looks nicer .
ahahahas .
then after that go slack then og home .
reached home at 6.30 !!!
shhho gguaii .
ahahhahahahas . i iwanan watch tv .
takkecarres pple outtherre !!

2006-08-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

todae damn gguaii lahs .
never go out AT ALL xD
lalalals .stay at home keep sleepingg .
tyme forr dinner .
byyes (:

ii tried to continue without you here ,

but ii kn0w that it can never happen .

as ii move on ii see the image or you .

and it was the tears ii'll cried for you .

the tears was still drippimgg ,

the wound shall never heal .

it just seems so real .

ii been convincingg myself that you're gone forr good .

2006-08-05T07:51:00.000-07:00

ii swear ii'll be therre for youu whenever youu ever need me .
dunch let me look back whye do ii ever need you .
leavingg herre without youu will leave me tear apart .
ii didnt realised that youu were fading away frm me .
until youu left .
and ii knew how ii could have you ,
but ii didnt treasure it .
ii wanna hold mye breath and hold on to it .
but ii didnt have the strength to carry on .
if youu gave me one chance for me to tell youu how much ii want thish feeling .
ii'll hold your hand and look into your and youu'll know that ii'll never wanna let youu go .
ii ever wonder how did ii even made it though the days and months .
and ii realised it someday .
ii never lived before your love .
its when youu appeared in my life .
youu hold me on tight and pull me though .
all i iwan tish mye dreams to come true .
but its seems lyk some castles in the sky .
one glance was all it took
Now it's much too late for me to take a second look

2006-08-05T06:16:00.000-07:00

todae veriie gguaii .
didnt go far far place .
onliie when to buggis walk walk nia (:
with angiie and pearline .
then pearline bought alot of thinggs and blah lahs .
lols .
then after that we went t0 eat .
hahs .
then after that bus home lorrs .
i'm so damn bored and had been thinkingg thinggs .
shho ii REST in the bus .
but ended up sleepingg .
wakke upp that tyme then blurr lahs .
but nvm lahhs xD
then after that go near mye hse the park therre slack .
slack lerrs then go home lerrs .
shoo gguaii ((:

2006-08-04T21:31:00.000-07:00

weee ~
ytd got match .
we lost .
arghh ~ # o4 anyhow scold pple .
sth -.=
but after that okat le lahs .
ahhahas .
then stacy back to see zhonghua's match .
sho envy them lahs.
get into top 8 readyy .
zhonghua jiayou (:
then after that tallest wana see herr # o4 cute guy .
lols .
then after that we goigg buggis and meet pebble mahs .
then askadelinethey all wanna go with us norts lorrs .
but feel so bad .
cause ii asked them come then later ps them .
sorry worrs ))):
then after that we walk walk then go home lerrs .
argued with tallest and adeline cause they say ii inmature when i'm sooo much mature then them, .
lols .
LYNETTE FRM WSS ISH THE MOST MATURE AMONG ALL OF THEM XDD

2006-08-04T06:33:00.000-07:00

o3 . o7 .o6 ` thursday `

wakke up early in the morningg , bath and prepare thinggs to go east coast .
meet chermaine and my hse downstair then we move on to meet jolene they all .
then crsyal and tseyingg come lerrs , chermaine and ii go shell at top up gas .
lols .
then stupid hole crooked , then eed veriie longg tyme lorrs .
then after that the both of us chiong back (:
we play around while waitingg for rthe bus .
then bus come lerrs , tseyingg , crystal chermaine and ii cycle and blade therre (:
duringg the journey therre , its lyk we so united cann ?
ii partner chermaine and tseyingg partner crystal .
then we hood onto each other's bag and carry on .
then all of us jiayou-ingg for reach other .
we go on the same road and chiongg all the way up when there's a slope up .
we " suffered " when we goingg up but we still have loads of fun .
so fun lahs .
then we ride until macperson or whatever there then we goONE big round and ended up the same place =.-
then we still go on tryingg to find our way therre .
we go the route goingg changi airport therre and we arre stuck at kallang .
bobian , have to takke cab lorrs .
then we takke till east coast .
if we nver lost our way will we be able to makke it lah .
nvm , ii know the way lerrs .
lalalals .
then we ate mac then chermaine and ii go cyclingg .
then saw yatinggthen we joined herr lorrs .
thn ii ride slowly and blahs .
then we go somewhere they and rest .
then zishan win me , she over take me .
but when we gonigg back .
ii win herr (((:
lalalals .
then after that ii'm tryingg to balance the bike without holdingg it .
and ii MADE IT !!
lalalas .
then we rest on the rock .
of course the zilian us got take foto =x
then sheryl lyk overgrown kid lahs .
then chermaine we all play water before restingg .
sho fun .
and ii realised my cute cute blister can actually stored sand insidde x)
its disgustingg but damn cool .
then wendy damn cutte lahs !!
she see my blister lyk she never see blister before =x
but of course ,my cute cute blister ish special mahs (:
bhb again =x
she somemore takke video of it .
hahs .
then she become reporter and she fang wen us .
lols
and ii think she's the MOST ZILIAN amongg us .
she actually video herself lahs .
lols
dman cartoon and cute .
then after that we were heading home .
6 of us were goingg back at our own transport .
lols .
yatingg and ii cycle , chermaine and jolene blade and tseyingg ad crystal walk .
we stop at eunos there and rest .
near pebble hse therre . lols .
then after restingg we continue our journey (:
it gettingg darker lerrs .
but we continue with our jorney .
then we pass by thish so called forest ad there's a wierd sound .
yatingg and ii saw somethingg .
but yatingg reallie stare at that thingg while ii just saw a firgue once .
yatingg got shocked .
she ride away with chermaine bike veriie fast .
then ii fetch crystal go chase herr .
then the rest catch up .
yatingg pretend to be okay but we know she's not .
then after that jolene called herr dad to fetch us .
thanks joelene ((:
then after that reached home safely :P

2006-08-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

dunch feel well todae ):
have hadache ):
canot go sickbay .
wth =.-
then ii dunch carre just sleep all the way .
then maths lesson stupid mrs . eng wakke me up ):
then thanks to sheena and kiki help me tell herr that ii not feelingg well .
thanks forr you pple's concern worrs (:
then chermaine come and find me .
then ii wakke up and prepare forr match .
we reached lerrs then forget to takke ball =.=
then we borrow ball frm ZHSS .
thanks loads pple !
ZHSS ROCK ON !!
then after that we warm up and all lahs .
then head not that pain and giddy lerrs .
lalalals .
and we won nan chiau !!!!
21-50 !!!!
weee !
next game will be BNS
siannnn___*
must win them .
then went we go kfc we were talkingg bout tmr's trip .
lalalals.
riding bike to east coast .
ii meann ... errs . halfway through the journey (:
then after that go home .
goshh !!!
ii cant wait forr tmr !!!!!
weeeeeeee
TAKKECARRREEEESSSSS !!!

2006-08-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

emtpy flames , pictures told aout the secret of it .

goodye weetiie .

now ii have to go . rmb me .

there isnt better then believe .

there's a way to live .

i'm sorry . ii didnt say goodbye .

i'm sorry that ii made you cry .

ii wonder could it be when ii was dreaming about you baby you dreamingg of me .

i'm lettingg somethingg special slippingg away .

ii'm seingg things black and white without you .

ii always longingg somethingg in my heart .

and you shld have known it by now .

it seems like just ytd .

you were part of me .

everythingg feel good with you .

here i'm .

once again .

been torn into peices .

broken up deep inside .

just wunt get to see the tears ii cried inside .

behind thish hazel eyes .

ii know that it might be more then a little but ii do believe

ii knew loved you before ii met you .

in your eyes .

ii saw the missingg peice you been lookingg for .

ii never got to be good enough for you .

and ii know ii'll gonna e alright .

its just too late .

i'm sorry ii cant be perfect .

ii try not to think about the pain ii feel inside .

all the day youu spent with now seems so far also .

ii try to make it though .

and ii know ii'll never make it though .

ii cant fight on because its not gonna e alrgiths .

nothingg gonna make thinggs better neither will it be per normal .

day by day , ii'm missingg youu eveeryday .

you just came here ad change my world now .

its so unbelievable , and ii cant let it go .

it'll be forever part of me .

ut ii dunch wannt make thish harder then ii have to .

i'm takingg my tyme .

i'm trying to leave ,

leaving the memories of you behind .

but somehow ii cant .

you are my obsession .

i've got nowhere to turn .

2006-08-01T05:33:00.000-07:00

siannn __
today damn tired .
then lyk sian sian derrs ):
lesson as usual .
nothingg reallie happen todae .
but guess what ?
ii been doingg my HOMEWORK in class !!!
esp the subject ii dislike .
and ii didnt sleep todae AT ALL lahs .
so gguaii can ?
heehee .
then tmr got science common test and got match tmr .
haish .
then todae got short trainingg .
chermaine and ii HATES mr . quek alot alot !!!
idiot lorrs .
say until hsiao lei and vicki main player lyk that .
wtf lahs he ):
say until lyk we not usefull at all on court .
so damn sad cann ??!
ass lahs .
sua lahs .
next tyme anythingg they do cann lerrs .
let them be captain and V . captain lahhs .
ii dunch give a shit carre >.<
arghhh ~
then after that go j8 meet angiie pu bo and bo pu .
and they slackingg .
then after that wlak wlak awhile then go home lers .
siannn _______*
argh ~ headache .
ii wanne rest lerrs . nights pple >.<

2006-07-31T06:36:00.000-07:00

i knew it frm the start .

you were the one other then the person ii used to have .

the fated was actually the chance ii have .

but ii lost it ,.

regretted frm everythingg ii didnt do .

all ii'm askingg now ish a chance to remended the emtpy spaces .

wihspered goodbye and it had been gone .

never to be return again .

ii wish ii did to make the 1st move .

but somehow ii didnt .

ii found a reason for me to chage who ii used to be .

a reason to start over a new .

and the reason ish just you .

ii wish you could takke away the pain in me .

but you're far away frm here .

soon you'll disappear , faingg away frm the beautifull night and ii dunch feel right .

tryingg to mak a move in thish game , but ii cant on longger hold on to it .

you were everythingg that ii wanted .

so near yet so far ):

everytyme i itry to move on but it seems lyk i iduch have the strength to do so .

but frm the day ii saw you baby , you lead me goingg .

ii wanna catch your eye , there's somethingg special abouty you `

its just the way you lead me on , just the way ii want you tonight .

the way you stay in my mind always .

wasjustyou&me

2006-07-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

wee .

sho happiie . todae raining .

then dunch have to sit there and let teacher catch ((:

then the 1st lesson quek come in .

then talk talk talk lorrs .

then stupid mummy paotou me ):

say ii got piercingg , then quek almost confiscated it lahs .

then he call me weird human .

wth-.=

then ii act act a bit lorrs .

bo bian =x

then have to put ear stick .

and surpisingly , lynette didnt sleep in class !!!

hahs .

kiki and sheena say its a miracle .

but half way thought , ii cant takke it then ii sleep lorrs .

then so qiao quek come in lahs .

lucky he didnt catch me .

the after that we went forr science lab forr lesson .

go J8 with chermaine dora angiie pearline and alicia

saw quite alot of pple todae though .

lols .

then after that go yishun wait forr joleen and angiie with brother and chermaine .

eat long john then just nice angiie and jolen meet us .

brother cant resist of seeingg joleen .

lols . and ii call agniie dua co dai .

lols

lalallas .

then after that we mrt down to amk .

meet pebble .

then she and angiie got so high .

lols . then after that jolen they all buy thinggs then go home lerrrs .

got to reach home early cause uncle comingg .

siannnn _

got to takke out all the ear sticks and blahs .

then ii take it out and the hole almost close .

but lucky it didnt .

well , ii wana watch tv .

byyes

2006-07-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

went out with angiie .
then go hougangg .
ii got somethingg to threaten herr lerrs (:
heehee .
then in the bus she keep snatchingg me fone .
oh my pretty babe fone )):
lols .
then after reached hougangg then joleen meet huifen .
lols .
then after that askk pebble if she wanna come to hougang .
then so qiao , she was goingg therre to have a hair cut with herr brother .
losl .
then when she reached we was at longg ohn eatingg .
so ask her to come long john .
then she and herr brother sit one side .
then ii ask angiie go sit with herr lorr .
then ii started laughingg .
lalallas (:
then after that we move on to cutt hair .
on the way therre , all of us therre keep bullyingg angiie .
sho fun .
when thy arre cuttingg hair .
th rest of us was lyk sittingg therre crapping . lols .
then after that pebble and angiie was playingg then pubble pull angiie's jacket then angiie fall down .
that part damn funnie .
losl .
then aafter that pebble's brother go home 1st .
then i'm in need of the toilet =x
sho ii quickly rush therre .
then after that meet them at hougang .
walk walk see see then go home lerrs .
pebble itchy hand .
go touch the hammer to break the glass .
then the hammer comeout the whole bus veriie noisy .
lols .
then we canot stand it then we get down of the buis .
then reach home bath then gonna sleep lerrs .
but right now ii wanna watch tv .
byyes !!

2006-07-29T07:13:00.000-07:00

woke up late todae .
suppose to meet yvonne sherlynn they al at 1 .
but then ii over slept .
angiie also .
but then she can make it ii cant .
moreover ii got to eat my porridge ((:
then angiie come over to my house and wake forr me xD
then after that go tpy inter staircase meet them .
and another 2 fren of their's
the after that bus down to orchard herren therre .
walk walk then go eat long john .
stupid sherlynn pull my jacket until one long one short .
nehneh lahs .
then after that we go arcade there cause they wana play ppool .
but need 2 ics .
so they when cabbige or whatever youu spell therre and play .
then after that sherlynn meet us therre lorrs .
she damn evil lahs . keep bullyingg me ):
then after that we take mrt lorrs .
sherlynn pull me out of the train then leave anggiie behind.
then ii go with htem .
then sherlynn ask me go back find angiie .
then ii thot she ish serious about it then ii go lorrs .
then ii go lliao she call me .
haish .
feel guilty rhough .
then after that go meet angiie slack around at amk then go home lerrs .
got to go lerrs .
byes .

2006-07-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

went to school and get the trophy in fornt of the whole school .
sho paisehs lahs -x
then after that go back class .
then frm recess onwards sleep all the way until schoolends .
then stay back forr a while forr that stupid science test =x
and ii confirm flunked it ):
then after that went with pearline chermaine alicia go walk walk .
then after that pebble call .
then preparingg to go forr the concet (:
chermaine was allowed to go and watch .
agniie nehneh also (:
happiie (:
then after that pebble reached lerrs then ii asked herr wait downstair as ii was not ready to go out =x
chermaine treat my hse as herr home lahs .
nehneh . but nvm .
then she keep askingg me to takke drinks forr PEBBLE when ii'm busyingg doingg my thinggs -.=
no common sense (:
went to meet pebble at my hse void deck the playground .
its rainingg though , then ii borrow pe- attire frm chermaine xD
went to chermaine hse . pebble and ii wait downstair .
then she veriie mafan lahs .
wear racer back still scared zhao gengg .
its lame =.-"
somemore need her maid to bringg herr down .
what a kid =x
then after that we went to eat lorrs .
then bus down to meet angiie and pearline .
wee !
pearline so gu niang .
so su nu . but guess what .
so rough and vulgar .
tsk . ruin herr image of a gguaiikiia . lols .
then after that she start sayingg pu bo .
lols . and keep hittingg po bu's neh .
poor thingg aye ?
then we reached and we play around .
then after that we walked at the filed in my sch .
then so scary lahs can .
we say dirty thinggs .lols .
darn lahs .
then pearline pinch us lyk hell .
sho pain !!!
lols
thn atfer that we ahng oout then ended up in chermaine's hse .
and mannie more though .
ii got to go home leers .
takkecarres . byees !!!

2006-07-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

ii meet thish veriie crazy prefect todae .
she was lyk : ehs . can you pleash stand up ?
me: forr ?
prefect:just stand up .
- ii stand up and look at herr blurly .
prefect: ehs . your hair ish veriie longg . can youu pleash tie or youu go and cut it .
me : =.- dots ...
- ii sat down lahs , then she ask me to stand up AGAIN .
ii bek cik and ask herr what she wantts .
guess what , prefect : tuck in your shirt pleash . ii could see your blouse not tuck properly .
then ii got so what lahs .
then she kkeep naggingg .
arghh ! irritatingg -.=
then ii got so pissed .
argh ~ * roll eyes *
then later after all the craps . we went back class (:
some of them join whitley idol =_='
gosh ~ hope they will not be blown out .
lols . feel so bad .
then after that ish home econs .
sho fun lahs . we cooked boiled and deep-fried potato ((:
ii gonna try in someday at home x)
then after that sch ends lerrs .
happie sia !!
then eileen yantingg and ii got imaginary friend (:
then suppose to go forr trainingg but so sad . got CIP .
then we went to blk 208 forr cleaningg (:
then thish month the 'gui yue ' mahs .
then got thish lady veriie creepy , she got thish dog which ish black in colour .
she keep staringg at us lahs .
then we slackingg that tyme she got a white dog .
someone she's been walkingg around , and we saw herr evrywhere lahs .
lyk that still nvm .
she walk slowly keep staringg at us , of course we didnt stare back .
but we feel uneasy .
we got notice herr though .
but once we turn back the lady ish gone lahs .
and the distance ish quite far before she turns to direction .
so creepy .
* pengg !
the after that the buddist so called mirror drop down frm someone's hse lahs .
then kisha accidentally kick it .
then dunch know who di siao herr , then so got so scareed and she screamed while she's cryingg .
poor thing):
then mr. chem ish tryingg to make thing's better forr herr , he got that mirror and put it under one tree .
not even 2 mins later .
frm a sunny day turns to a cloudy day lahs .
soooo sudden .
and its onlllie that place that ish cloudy .
we got so bored and it's seriously gonna rain
we have to return back to sch .
then while we arre on the way back , everythingg ish back to normal .
soooo crrepy !!
then after that , changd and bus down to J8 and meet them lorrs .
find them lers then walk around .
ii bought mai ya tang then it stuck on my stud . then the ball bearingg drop .
then take veriie long to put back .
ii saw zhonghua #o9 . wanna make fren with herr . and she gave me herr no , ii lost herr no .
wth =.-
nvm . got the fate then make fren with you (:
then after that we go car park slack .
but son-in law nu er and ii play bball with thishh 2 guys .
wth -.=
thish one guy ish so tall lahs .
arghh ~
and he's pro . super pro somemore !
then we play then pearline got to go then we play 11 ball then go home lerrs .
then reach home bath immediately . * miracle (:
then guess what ? my ball bearingg drop at the basin hole ):
haish
then ii lose it .
sad ): then after that online lerrs (:
gguaiikiia needs to study .
byees

2006-07-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

went to school as usual .
then ii use my jersey to cover my plaster .
dthen after that went back to class forr common test .
after that went forr music then PE .
we arre doingg veriie well duringg music =DD
some of the retarts guys were singingg ' beautifully' =.-
then PE ( gym ) that tyme ii also sprine my ankle and knee hurts lahs .
but after walkingg around then okay lerrs (:
ii todae didnt talk much =x lalalas .
so not much thingg happen in class .
all ii just continue sleepingg .
sch ed at 1.20 forr some classess includes mine .
my studs keep comingg out though .
thanks chermaine forr puttingg it in forr me .
xiie xiie ni nu er (:
then after that went forr wushu .
chermaine crystal and ii help agatha to sneak outt x)
then after that we aboard the bus and went to the dunnch know what swimming complex and receieved prizes .
lols . then we keep jiayou-ingg forr zhonghua ((:
then # 13,14,15 veriie friendlyy .
then later bus down to queensway forr studs then g0 home lerrs.
anywyays , ii wanna watch tv .
byyes (X

2006-07-25T05:12:00.000-07:00

ii cant stand it lahs !
ii cannt stand that lanjiao face !!!
MS . TAN FUCK OFF !!!
ii hate youu !!
youu scold me lyk fuck and youu treat the girls lyk shit .
stop showingg your biasism .
and stop shoutingg at me cann ?!
youu mother fucker .
asshole .
idiot lahs . what's the problem you have ?!
youu not happiie go find quek lahs .
ii got witness say youu damn bias to the guys lahs .
ivan they all sleepingg youu keep dear-inggs .
then ii merely just yawn youu scold me .
wtf . nabeii bitch .
krishna yawn so loud with the LOUD yanwingg sound and youu ignoringg it .
ii complain to quek see what youu cann say lahs .
stop givingg your fuckingg words and attitude cann ?
respect yourself efore we respect youu fucker , do youu understand ?
stop your wild barkingg lyk a mad dogg without an owner .
then after recess ish geog then chinese .
then wth . chinese another one .
whye ii got a lanjiao teacher .
jet-ass .
arghh ~
chermaine just knock on the door and ask forr me .
then she cant hear of course chermaine would shout out rights ?
then she say chermaine no manners to herr .
what's the problem with herr ?!
then she say ii veriie rude to herr .
wyf lahs . say ii got attitude problem .
forget it .
TEACHER SUCKS FUCKINGG BIGG TYME !!
then after that we got match .
against SCGS .
guess what ?!
WE WON !!!
30-46 !!
happie lyk hell cann .
weee !
then dunch know whye after that got a veriie big stomach ache .
then after that in mac eat lorrs .
with jolene chermaine crystal sipei and sheena .
damn crazy lahs all of us .
esp sheena .
she damn noisy then ii peihe with herr .
then we laugh until all stomach ache .
so fun . ii wish everythingg ish lyk that to numb myself x)
after that meet angiie pearline agatha and gary go buggis (includes chermaine )
then meet pebble there .
cause ii need herr help youu see .
then after that shop awhile , we go J8
go therre walk walk then go home lerrs .
reach home have dinner online denn now bloggingg .
well , tired and havent bath yet .
now goingg to bath lerrs .
takkecarres .

2006-07-25T05:07:00.000-07:00

24 . 07 . 06
wth .
angiie and ii walk to sch then someone throw thinggs down .
and fly directly across my face ):
so damn heng that it didnt hit until me lahs .
its lyk just 1/2 a step and the rubbish with hit till me .
then it stinks so much cann .
arghh ~ then angiie touch until the plastic bag .
so swuay .
thn stupid fucking lit teacher comfiscated my fone ):
then lyk that nvm . stil say me .
then ii damn pissed ff takke my fona and dditn even say sorry =x
then ytd went out play pool .
wah ! ii damn lan lahs .
but after that got improve A LITTLE BIT lahs .
ps: stupid daphne dunch laugh !=x lols ) .
then jasmine damn pro lahs .woahs ~
shuaii (: then ytd got fight at braddell mac .
sacry sia .
then after pool then go forr dinner .
then go home (:

2006-07-23T04:38:00.000-07:00

went out to buy thinggs and now at home .
so damn bored .
cuz was herre now though .
hahs . wanna play with them lerrs .
byees .

2006-07-23T01:17:00.000-07:00

didnt post ytd .
ytd got trainingg in sch at 9 .
then end at aroud 11++
we keep playingg match .
sho fun .
lols .
then after that we went to mac and rest forr a while then go buggis national library (:
gguaii kiia lahs .
hmmms . so bigg lahs the library . lalalas .
then chermaine bring one apple insidde .
so paisehs lahs .
but lucky no one saw that .
then after that we leave therre .
we went long john .
then after that walk around buggiis .
then we went to find food and ii decided to eat duck noodles .
lols .
then after that we walk around again and we go to bukit dunno wherre .
lols .
then after that we reach lerrs chermaine and ii so paisehs .
cause we dunch know the pple therre lahs .
lols . then we just sit one side .
the their trainingg start lerrs . chermaine see them train she also wanan train . but somehow ii dunch have the mood ):
then after that we got to go lerrs .
then we leave that place .
chermaine and ii got pro cimmunicatingg on court and we voice it out .
hope we thinggs would work out betta .
then we took around 1 hr to reach home .
then todae ii peii chermaine go cut hair .
oh my ! herr trademark ish gone !
hahs . well , takkecarre to all . byes (:

2006-07-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

todae goingg sch that tyme quarrel with chermaine and angiie ):
ii show them attitude . sorry worrs (: dunch angry kkayys ?
forgive and forget arrs ? dunch let that effect our friendship .
recess as usual . then after recess go gym hall rest .
we play instead . but i iplay halfway not high lerrs . then sleep therre .
chermaine elephant sia . and laugh so loud .
hai wo canot sleep >.<
so nehneh .
then finall ! we leave sch forr the match .
then we do the normal warm up and blahs .
the match started .
then and the 2/4 or 3/4 #o6 pull sheryl frm the back . wtf =.-
then she injurie herr spin .
mother fucker lahs . nabei .
ask your mother go eat shit lahs .
injuried one player not enough arrs ?
fuck your mother lahs .
asshole .
still give that tyme of look . shit youu lahs .
lyk that stil nvm . # o4 still say yesh yesh !
yesh your mother lahs !
nabeii . your bitch of a bustard lahs . cheebai !
dunch so proud lahs . miao you lahs .
dunch thik vicki your fren then youu act act lahs .
vicki ish on our sick lahs .
she foul youu , youu shout herr name forr what ?
nin bu never teach youu manners arrs ?
youu dare youu shout or lay-up again lahs .
she'll make youu go upside down !
dunch provoke herr .
we dunch giive a fuck carre on how pro youu are lahs .
we'll just bash you on court if we can .
make youu fly lyk a shit .
yesh somemore lahs , we'll make youu say NO ! youu mother fucker cheebai .
see youu one tyme diao youu want tyme .
and #13 . youu bloody bitch . dunch know how to play bball arrs .
tech foul my mummiie !
fuck your coach lahs . dunch give that tyme of lanjiao inncoent face lahs .
nabuehcheebai .
no one give a damn except for the lanjiao 'judge'
fuck herr mother lahs .
bias lyk siao cann .
youu bloody fucker .
tech foul stil say foul nia .
youu got four eyes stil canot see arrs .
dunch give attitude lahs . youu was NOT right youu mother cheebai !
dunch frown your idiotic eyebrown lahs !
dunch give that tyme of lanjiao face that shows us youu doesnt even wanna low forr tech foul .
and if youu dunch know how to be fair , then dunch be lahs .
you'll hurt someone someday .
ii see youu one tyme diao you one tyme .
how youu go out step on shit . go toilet no paper .
go out bird SHIT drop .
go on stage give pple throw egg and drop dead .
go home give uncle raped(paisehs . too ugly no one want =x)
give bf ditched (too ugly lerr lahs =x)
make you botak .
takke out your eyes .
make youu no mother day .
KILL YOU !
IIHATEYOU !
how ii wish ii could kill youu ad youu shall get lost of the world ((:
enough of that .
then we went back .
then sipei joyce and jazreel + me keep scoldingg that fucker x)
then wo also scold those who went there .
pleash lahs . wanna wear chongsam also where a proper want right .
wear top with jeans . somemore the top ish chongsam that type .
pleash lahs . dunch ruin the image of how others wear chongsam can .
wth=.-
then we in the bus keep scoldingg al the way back to sch .
then chermaine dunch know what happen to herr .
then talk to herr and she read one msg then ok liaos .
hahs .
then after that we went j8 eat pasta .
chermaine damn high in the bus .good forr herr (:
she treat my pasta (: thanks mummie xD
then after that we saw tzeyingg mingyi sipei and xinyi
then ty go toilet then we wait for rherr ,she come out then sipei and her go home .
then we walk around then go food court .
we all share mango pudingg (sho nice :D)
then after that mingyi do herr hw . herr handwritingg so nice !!!!
so damn jealous lahs .
then after that chermaine and ii keep guessingg songs .
ii win herr . hahs .
then after that we arre headingg back to home .
then yuppyupp !
thish ish how the day ends .
tmr go trainingg .
ii need to catch some sleep .
nights !

2006-07-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

sheena . dunch be afraid okays ?
we will be therre forr youu derrs .
we arre worried forr shena ):
todae got trainingg .
sian .todae ish the most tiringg day ever .
ii sleep duringg home econ lahs .
ii was not asleep actually .
but somehow ii fall asleep .
lucky fierce fierce ms . tan never scold me .
and she thought ii'm havingg fever .
so cutte lahs .
lols
then she was lyk so good lyk that .
then have home econ test . atfer that then go hall .
talk talk talk . sian lahs .
then after that go kfc then go blk 108 lerrs nors .
then tan keepingg talkingg then want seniors help him revenge.
lols .
then after that , meet bro forr takingg things .
ii read angiie's msg and got damn high . also dunno whye .
then we all go J8 meet bro's fren which ish gladys and herr frens and blahs =.-
then chermaine angiie and ii went damn high . playingg rambutans .
then chermaine and angiie so bad lahs .
di siao me lyk siao . make me so paisehs =x
paisehs until walk away cann =x
ARGHH ~
then they pull me back then ii stil playingg with rambutans ((:
then chermaine and ii takke rambutan and rub it on angiie's face . hope she got pimples .
lalalas .
she's such a meanie .
chermiane also the other want . somemore my mummie .
lols .
then after that become low lerrs . cause too high liaos .
then we takke train that tyme the door closingg ii dash into the train lahs .
sooooo scary .
but at least ii stil manage to get in .
then after that . angiie and ii walk at the park therre goingg home lerrs .
reach home eat bath then on comp .
ii wanna watchtv lerrs .
takkecarres pple ! miss yarrs !

2006-07-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

ii didnt know that youu arre thish tyme of pple lahs .

pleashh ..

dunch give me a bad impression on you ucan ?

ii always had a good impression you ubut dunch makke thinggs turn out to be the other way round .

the thinggs ta tel me ish about youu ish lyk youu wanan revenge lahs .

and ii seriously dunch know how to work with you all next year lahs .

pleash lahs .

dunch make life difficult forr me and dunch make thingggs hard forr youu all too .

may everythingg works out to be good nexy year .

takkecarres teammates .

2006-07-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

woahs !
so mannie things happen todae lahs .
and guess what ..
I'M SOOOO AWAKE TODAE !!
except aftr recess lahs .
losl .
then chinese ii sleep nia .
maths ii so gguaii .
payingg attention .
lols .
and todae edward and kwok fang sp damn shuaii cann ?!
my owxiang sia .
esp edward lahs . scold teacher chee bye then knn and blahs lahs .
soooooo shuaii lahs .
hahs .
then teacher hit him then he still scold teacher .
sooo shuaii !!
shuaii dao ~
okok . enough of that .
lols .
then we went forr wushu lahs .
then kana book .
wth =.-
then ii bluff them say ish lady's prob .
lols .
lalalals .
then sheea asay go toilet until never come back . then ii bluff teacher say ii go flash herr in the toilet =x
lols .
and MS.NG ish our N3 mummy . then daddy ish MR.NG .
hahs .
then after that we went mac and change then buy thingg eat nors .
thn in the bus damn high .
shenna bully me >.<>
so kelian lahs ):
then stupid bus uncle ruin everythingg . bustard ): then complaint somemore . wtf ):
then we reach ccab ii saw sistta ! ii miss herr !
hahs .
then todae against queensway . we won .
no . 11 damn cool lahs .
rock on gerll .
we won ((: 59-21 ( ii think )
lalalas .
ii'm worried forr sheena .
dunch worry so much kkays ? dunch cry kkayys ?
if youu dunch thik thingg ish right tell me or senior .
we'll try to help youu derrs . call me if youu want kkayys ?
takkecarre to youu ya ? dunch think so much . we'll be there forr youu (:
then we reach sch lerrs .
then after that chermaine lose herr thinggs again .
so careless lahs . mummiie ish lyk that derrs .
lols .
ten after that herr daddy come and bring herr home then ii go hoe with crystal .
lols . and now veriie tired . need to catch some rest . nights .

2006-07-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

ii wish ii wasnt herre to bring youu the pain .

ii know my selfishness lead youu to the hurts youu have .

the cracks in your heart cann never be mend .

neither will your smile be bright again .

the past 2 years , just 2 worrds . __ precious memories __

it was a different thingg since last year .

the problm began to pop out as the tym gos by .

youu been livingg in the nightmare ii left behind .

ii left the burden forr youu to pick it up .

ii just leave it therre and youu had clear the peices all by yourself .

and thats because of my selfishness .

ii seriously think about it and ii agree with herr .

my selfishness lead youu to sadness .

not matter what , ii wanna tel youu ish that .. 1428

2006-07-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry forr everythingg that happen todae .
ii didnt mean to say those words .
ii admited ii didnt think of your feelingg .
i'm sorry .
are youu willingg to forgive wo mahs ?
ii know mickey and minnie means how much .
it applys to me too .
ii was just kiddingg with my words .
pleash dunch takke it too heart .
yue liang wo bahs .
mickeywilllovesminniederrs .
takkecarres . dunch so vulgar lahs .

2006-07-18T06:24:00.000-07:00

super tired lahs .
ii spend almost the whole day sleepingg in class .
then stupid lit have to wakk up .
my eyes cant open lahs .
idiot . wth =.-
then recess . not in the mood . saw yt tie hair .
thn ii copy herr . ii also takke 1 rubber band frm wendy , but ii lsot it .
sorry wendy (:
then recess over , poor me have to suffer again .
then ii just went on sleepingg . then my whole shirt wet cause seriously veriie hot lahs .
then after that ii woke up and it was art .
ii hardly open my eyes ii went sleepingg with my head on the window therre .
lols .
then slowly ii woke up completely .
sheea bian tai .kane molested by herr .
lols .
just because of sci test .
lols . then in the end she all also dunch know how to do .
lols . so sad lahs . then after that sch end then go forr trainingg norrs .
buyingg bubble tea that tyme ii saw sherlynn .
she's metingg angiie so am ii .
so ii thot of goingg with herr and wencai but who knows herr fren goingg .
then ii dunch reallie lyk herr fren so chermaine and ii go along nors .
then saw seniors .
then ii ask pebble go j8 to pass me comics .
then after that go interchange therre slack .
lalalas .
then ii feel so bad lahs .
make so mannie pple angry .
so sorry my frens .
lols .
thn after that go home lerrs .
ii wanna sleep soon . todae i'm a early BIRD .
lols .
takkecarre . nights .

2006-07-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

hmmms .
todae leson was totall off too much lahs .
its so damn the freakingg boringg .
ii cant sleep too .
ii dunch whye also .
lols .
hmmms .
todae was not high at all .
what a boringg day ):
then after that too bored until ii decided to ask eileen takke pic with me in class (:
takkequite alot lahs .
lols .
then after that go sci lesson and blahs .
woahs .
the most boringg post forr thish month =.-
then got trainingg at 108 .
then guess what .
the gut pants tear sia .
somemore ish my fren's fren .
so paisehs lahs .
then seniors laugh until so loud lahs .
lols .
then went to bugis go uy my fav wallet (:
then damn broke lerrs .
so sad .
ii wish ii got the nike bag lahs .
damn it . iilovinggthat (:
hmmms .
end herre .
ii'm tired .

2006-07-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

woahs .
meet angiie go herr aunt's place takke camera .
then bus down to downtown .
decided to go bishan .then went therre nors .
angiie's fault (:
went to pasta . ate creamy chicken .
then after that we walk around then go carpark slack .
kill tyme at there lahs .
so fun lahs .
we ' commit suicides there '
then we takke alot of pics .
feel so zilian lahs .
lols .
then guess what we kan dao ?
we saw one man standingg therre xiao bian .
so sick lahs .
then we talk foto of it .
losl .
it semms lyk angiie and ii get to see what men will be doingg when there's no one =x
lols
then after that we sit down and paste stickers .
lols .
duringg thish tyme at the carpark .
we do have alot of happie memories .
losl .
then after that go home liaos .
and ii won angiie 3 tymes lahs .
admit it angiie .
lols .
got to go lerrs .
sleep tight ppl .

2006-07-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

whats the fuck attitude youu have lahs ?!
and what youu actually want lahs ?!
cann youu lyk just settle thish matter ?
ii dunch wanna be accused by youur wordds cann .
if therres a prob , just voice it out .
dunch keep it as it'll bringg more misunderstandingg lahs .
youu bloddy human .
youu betta settle it sooner or later .
dunch just fuck shoutingg around lyk its just your surroundingg lahs .
you usay ii dunch carre pple arround me .
yesh , II DUNCH CARRE !!
but ii carre forr the feelingg youu idiot .
dunch try to understand me if youu dunch .
onliie certain pple .
dunch make me hate youu and dunch make me use hush words .
ii dunch wanna be ruthless . in a nice way of sayingg .
you're my fren . in a nicer way of sayingg , you're my meii .
but dunch make me turn it to the worse sayingg that you're nothingg in my eyes and out of my world .
dunch try to even test it out if ii reallie would or not .
ii might be obsess in certain thinggs .
but that dunch bother youu .
ii know it might hurt pink apple's feelingg , but pleash lahs .
ii got my reason of beingg obsess with thinggs and that shldnt get into your way .
so betta shut your fuck gaps and keepshut .
dunch make me call youu a mother fucker .
youu create al things out , and youu make me lose the freedom of what ii wanan type .
certain thinggs cant be force .
so dunch try to force me to do thinggs ii doesnt lyk to .
ii doesnt lyk it .
if whatever youu say ish right , ii got nothing to say .,
but ii know that's your thinkingg and not MINE !
ii know youu have done much , but dunch youu think youu've over board of what youu doingg ?
therre's a limit lahs . ii wasnt aware of anythingg and yet was beingg name as liar .
if youu were able say all out then ii'll be able to admit the mistakes lahs .
ii admit II LYKS SOME***
youu happie ?!
but that doesnt give me the right to neglect youu all too . because ii carres forr youu pple's feelingg .
the truth hurts lahs . have youu ever puttingg yourself in my shoes norts ?!
have youu eever think whye ii wanan lie to youu ? ii dobt so lahs .
whatever lahs .
takke it as everything ish my fault .

2006-07-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

lesson as usual .
sian .
ignoringg teacher duringg maths . poor thingg .
then chinese then pe ii think .
jian tian xia yue so we go gym .
then anggiie's class over therre , then ii shout herr mother no hair .
lols .
the herr EX- laogongg so shuaii cann .
jump the thingg so cute(inverted)
then when forr recess nors .
then we have been waitingg for rsch to end .
12.45 !!! the bell rangg .
and we werre dismissed !
then we went to mac to changed lahs .
then saw vicki . then she join us too (:
sae kiwi cherry banana peach theyy all .
then we all went to mac together nors .
was damn high lahs .
and ii need the toilet AGAIN =x
then we all in the toilet . kan dao eileen ta men . they join us in the toilet too .
so crowded sia . lols . then chermaine and ii act in the toilet .
lalalas .
buy bubble tea and blahs .
we backsch .
gonna aboard the bus to go ccab lahs .
then ii suddenly feel veriie tired then sleep again .lalalas .
then wakke up prepare everythingg lorrs .
we won the match but we didnt played well .
the 1/4 ii already slide all the way to the other side lahs . so paisehs .
then we play until 3/4 then stop lerrs .
so sad .
then we went back sch then eat lerrs go home .
reach home lerrs feel lyk sleepingg but instead ii went to bath .
well , tyme forr tv . takkecarres .

2006-07-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

wah !
gguaii kkia lyk me still doingg hw at thish hour ((:
chiong hw until now also .
its now 12.26 am .
weeee ~
ii hope someonee cann ton with me .
even therre isnt anyone to ton ii cann ton myself (:
but better nort . tmr got match .
bukit timah . isit lyk that spell ?
aiyyas . hack xD
wss basketballr cann do it !
jiayouiis !!
too myself too(:
weeee ~
takkecarres to all of youu .
good night ! sweet dreams ! miss yarrs !

2006-07-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

ii went to sch lyk how ii always do .
then today mr . chen ( gay ) never go ! yesh man ! heehee .
then duringg his lesson , we got our breadfast in class . lalalas .
then after havingg breadfast , we played in class lyk how we always do lahs .
we sit on each other's lap . weee ~
ms .wu cant control us . she's pissed by us (:
thenafter recess ish english then home econ . sho fun lahs .
we do grilled chicken =D
ii partnerr sheena (: and ii wasted one precious chicken ):
ii drop it on the floor . so sad lahs .
then ms tan ask me to pick up then lucky pravin help me .
thanks pravin (:
then after that ish CT then go home .
ii went buggis with alicia and angiie to change YI FU . lols .
then after changingg , ii canot takke it lerrs . need to visit the beautifull toilet =x
then we went around to find toilet .
toilet too niice lerrs so all alot of pple .
then bo bian have to ren until go edge there .
lols .
then ii veriie friendlyy dderrs ii sayy hi to toilet xiao jie xD
then after that we go pasta eat (:
damn cheap lahs . lols .
then ii put manie manie cheese and manie manie chilli ((:
so nice .
then ii just ate the cheese lyk that .
lalalas .
then after eatingg . anggie and alicia try my grilled chicken .
ish nice kkays ?
lols .
then we went around to find food (:
we walked past " the wallet shop " and ii seriously in love with all the wallet therre !
ii lyk tishh 2 design which ish veriie nice lahs .
but no $$$
sad ):
nvm . cann save money . jiayous !
we then go but bubble tea then we head to the food court to slack .
then we wated to travel around in the bus but poor alicia have to go home lerrs .
so we intend to sen ehrr home .
we walked to the bus stop and wait forr 133 .
we aboard a quite empty bus then we get damn high in the bus lahs !!
cann go mad (:
then we saw mr . quek in the bus . saying " speak up . speak out . speak well . speack proper english . "
lols !
beingg lame though .
then herre comes a weird man .
he damn a bustard lahs .
see see see . then keepingg diao - ingg us .
kan laojiao arrs ?!
chee baiii lahs .
then ii'm actually sittingg opposite him nia =x
then we all bu shuangg all go say him .
then anggie jia jia say : lynette ! youu mother no hair lahs . keep seeingg me for what ? see see see ! ii cook your eyes go cook curry arrrs .
lynette say : youu idiot nehneh ! youu never see me how you know ii see youu arrs ? youu think youu veriie chio mehs . diam lahs . kaopei so much .
then anggie keep scolding and scoldingg . we also lahs .
then after that ii saw somethingg ii not suppose to see >.<
that guy touch touch his bird bird lett his worm worm come out sleep =s
so sick lahs .
ii saw that no onliie one tyme lahs .
ii canot takke it liaos so pretend say ii wanna lie down cause veriie tired .
then angiie wanna scold him mahs .
then she sit at my place . then alicia scold him until veirie obvious lahs .
then anggie bu zhi bu jue go see what he touchingg then she also saw him touchingg bird bird .
he PA QIU QIANG !!
then keep look at alicia worrs .
whats the possiblities when a guy pa qiu qiang lookingg at gerll ?

horny
interested in that gerll .
bueh tahan lerrs =x cant have the gerll to do it so cann onliie see .

youu may choose to vote if youu want =)

lalalas .

after that we went to NTUC and buy thinggs then go home lerrs .

reach hom then sleep =) just bath finish and now doingg homework . gguaii kkia (:

takkecarres pple !

2006-07-12T01:47:00.000-07:00

weee ~
todae kinda happie ut its not gonna be the same stil lahs =)
hmms .
todae first lesson ish science .
when to science lab .
ii feel lyk sleepingg .
its bored =x
then after science ish music .
we learn to playy the guitar .
but ii wasnt interested in it (x
then ii got my marker and start writingg =x
ii help sheena and eileen to write too :)
then after music ish pe .
we went forr gym .
lallalas .
ii'm tired to do gym .
so slackingg and lyingg around .
but doingg warm up that tyme veriie high .
weee~
then after pe ish recess norrs .
recess lerrs then eng .
was writingg some sad thinggs lahs .
then blahs .
then after that ish chinese .
wahsehs ! eileen hao shuaii ow !
she SNATCH the paper frm herr hand !
SOO SHUAII !!
then we dunch give a damn abt herr teachingg and we just lie therre xD
then after that ish maths .
SIAN DAO ! MATHS ISH SO FREAKINGG BORED .
ii sleep forr the whole lesson lahs .
sho nice ((:
then after ii wakke up ii do my work ( guaii kkia ) then play .
sheena is HORNY again .
lols . but thish tyme all of them arre HORNY lahs .
esp eileen sheena and kiwi .
then they tacter me =x
sho sad lahs can )): lols . keep hitting myy ___ .
then after that ii bueh tahan ii also hit their =x OPPS !
we run around the class when the math teacher ish in the class then we continue doingg it lahs .
then we got so damn high .
and wth . so paisehs lahs . ii bang idil lyk bangingg myself against the wall cann .
ii back off all the way until ii hit my back .
somemore old injury when ii fall against during SCGS match )): HURTS )):
then todae got wushu . then got a little bit pain but still cann tahan lahs .
lols .
but chermaine and ii sneak out (:
heehee ~
then after that ii went to eat with anggie .
she nehneh lahs .
dunch let me go toilet .
make me ren lyk hell .
lols .
then after that reach hom lerrs .
todae reach home at 4 !
sho early !!! cause ii gguaii (:
end herre lle .
ii wanna watch my " feng yu "
lalalas .
takkecares !